Lost

Chapter 1

I look down at the stick which holds my future.

"Positive." It reads.

I put it on the counter and look up at the mirror.

"Positive."

A tear rolls down my cheek, but i quickly wipe it away.

Do I call him? He's not even here anymore.

He's in California parting with other girls and probably having sex with them.

Another tear rolls down my cheek.

I grab my phone and dial his number. It rings three times and then he picks up.

"Hello?" He says with his morning voice.

"Shawn?" I whispered through the phone. "When will you come back?"

"Iris, baby is that you?" He said.

"Yeah," I smile at his stupidity.

"Sorry I just woke up, I was up all night making music. Whats up?"

"Nothing, I just kind of missed you......"
Two more tears come out.

"Aww baby I miss you to. How are you feeling.... You know after we-"

"Great im feeling great, it doesnt hurt anymore." I urge back my sniffles. "Well i have to go Shawn talk to you later bye," I hang up and cried.

I was pregnant. There was no going back. There was no stopping it. It was coming.

I grabbed my phone and texted my best friend Selena.

*Meet me at the park*  I typed.

*pregnancy test?* She messaged back.

*Ill pick you up*

I grabbed my keys and my jacket and messaged my mom, telling her i was sleeping over at Selenas.

I put the test in my bag and walked out saying by to my older sister on my way out.

~~~~~

One week before.

He was mine and I was his. And he was leaving marks to assure that.

Was this the right thing to do? Im sixteen, almost seventeen, and hes eighteen.

Does he even love me? Shit he's a famous pop star thats rising.

"Baby?" I look up at his eyes.

"Hmm?" His shirt is off, and so is mine.

"Do you wanna keep going?" He asked. I smiled.

"Of course baby, your about to leave for two weeks I wanna remember this." He softly kissed me and proceded.

I stood up and grabbed my Beats Pill.

"You dont mind right?" I said as I put "Lights On."