Lost

Chapter 6

I lay in bed Sunday morning bored out of my mind. If only I could call Shawn.... 

'He doesn't know yet' my mind told me.

'That's right.' 

'He gets back in five days'

'Then i'll have to tell him' 

'you don't have to.....' 

'What do you mean?'

'You could just break up with him and he'll leave you alone forever' 

'I can't ju-'

"Honey i'm leaving now I have to go grocery shopping you need anything?" I shook my head so she shut my door and left. A few seconds later it opened again and my sister walked in.

"So about the other day...." She said.

"Hmm?" I say looking down at my phone.

"What actually happened?" She said. I shrugged. "Look I know we don't get along but I feel like I can help you with whatever your going through." I saw her glance down at my stomach then back at me. 

She knew. There was no denying it. 

"Nope i'm good. I don't need your charity or your bribery." She looked at me with shocked eyes, then she walked out. 

Why should I accept her help when she was never there for me when I needed her? When I was stuck home alone, and I needed someone. 

I go to the fridge to check for food.  But there's nothing that I want. Eggs will make me puke, the chicken has been in there forever.

I look in the pantry and find bread, then I grab the nutella from my stash of candy. I sit down on my kitchen island and start putting some on the bread. 

After about a minute I grab a spoon and start eating it without the bread. Just then I hear the door open and my mom walk in. 

"Hey honey do you have my second credit card I really need it?" I think for a second.

"Oh yeah it's in Shawn's car in my little purse." I tell her. 

"Wheres the keys?" She asked.

"On the coffee table," She walks back out without closing the door. 

I continue eating my Nutella, and then my mom comes back in and slams the door. I ignore her and continue eating, untill she throws something at the table startling me. I look down at the object then up at her. 

My eyes widen realizing what it is. My heart was pounding, and I started sweating. She just looked at me with disappointed eyes and a glare.

"Is this how I raised you?" She said pointing down at my pregnancy test. Tears starting to form in my eyes but I would not let them fall. "Answer me!!" She screamed.

"I- um-" She slammed her fist on the table.  

"I want you out of this house, don't you dare come back. Such a disgrace." She sighed, I walked away as I saw a tear coming out of her eyes.

I walked to my room and shut the door. I stood there in shock and pain. I wanted to call him but he doesn't even know.

'Hi baby, I just wanted to tell you that..... well I love you. have fun bye' I left him my voice mail and hung up.

I grabbed my stuff and walked downstairs. My mom was gone, I checked the kitchen, it was empty. My test was still there I picked it up and looked down at it. 

Putting it back down, I grabbed my phone and messaged Selena. I grabbed my car keys and walked out of the house and went to my car. 

My phone vibrated, Shawn messaged me. 

'Baby what's wrong you sounded sad in that' I pulled out of my driveway not even answering him. My phone vibrated again. I ignored it and kept driving. Then again.

The whole ride there it would not stop. When I finally got to Selena's I turned my phone off. I walked up the doorsteps and walked in. 

"Hey Irirs." Selena's dad greeted me.

"Hi." I smiled and walked upstairs. I opened the door, but regreted it. Selena and Ethan were making out on her bed.

"Um- I'll wait upstairs." I said and walked out. I heard Ethan swear and Selena laugh.

"Sorry bout that," Selena said joining me on the couch. "What's up." I looked up at her and almost spoke. But then Ethan walked in. I bit my lip and kept my mouth shut.

"Hey Iris." He said sitting in between me and Selena. 

"Wait so are you guys together?" I asked. They looked at each other and laughed.

"Yeah." I looked away. "Selena I need to talk to you...... In private." I said looking at Ethan.

"Here let's go upstairs." She said.

After shutting the door, I sat down on the bed. 

"She found out." I said as tears started flooding out my eyes. "She found the stick in my purse and kicked me out." She cradled me, as my silent tears pooled out.

"It's ok baby, you can stay here if you want," She said. I hugged her back and we just sat there crying on each other. 

After a few minutes she got up and went downstairs, then came back upstairs.

"Ethan left, now we can hang out." I nodded and layed on her bed.

"I'm so stupid." I cried out. 

"It happens to so many people Iris." There was a long pause before she spoke out again. "Did you tell him yet?" I shook my head. She turned my phone on and checked all my messages, which were around twenty. "Jesus he's really worried. Let me text him, i'll use my phone." 

"What are you saying." She read her message out loud.

"Hey Shawn, it's me Selena, Iris'es best friend. I just wanted to let you know that she is safe and she is with me, but she is going through some things. When you get back come to my house she'll be here."  

"Thank you." I finally said.

"You don't have to thank me. I'm always here." She hugged me again. 

"I really do. Without you I would be a mess." She laughed. 

"Hey let's watch netflix." I laughed and grabbed her controller, so I could put Shameless on.

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Shit went down.

Next Chapter will be updated soon

I didnt like the ending........