LUCAS P.O.V
The simple fact that i know this is my kid on this strecher makes me made , and i know sasha and her child could wait ..
I know keria , kaden and kadence need me .
Just imagine seeing him on that strecher being rushed to the back , and you rushing to the back to go with them and the doctors stop you , saying you cant go back there .
And a couple hours of sitting and waiting for your babymama and other child to get checked out making sure they're straight , still havent heard a word for your son , who's fighting for his life, and you couldnt do nothing about it but wait .
I couldnt help but to start regreting what i did all through the years she got pregnant with him and he was born , and me not being there for my kid .
Putting bitches before your kids .
But it wont happen no more , its time to get my girl back , and my kids back .
And i promise you when i see both dre and mike . Killing them on sight .
KERIA P.O.V
i couldnt help but cry , how could this be happening .
I never wanna see my child like this .
I felt like it was my fault , dealing with crazy ass people .
i wanna date again never date again , and if i do ill have to get to know that person real good .
" ill be back " i said to lucas " let me hold your car keys ." .
I looked at me crazy . But handed me the keys.
I kissed kadence on the cheek and handed her over to lucas about to walk off .
"Wait ! , keria you want me to drop you off ? " lucas said .
"No im good . I just need to go home right quick . "
" i dont think u need to do that dre or even mike could be at your house " he said.
" im not talking about my house im talking about yours " i said he nodded and i walked of .
I walked passed a room and heard talking . I stop when i heard lucas name .
" girl lucas is the father " i heard this familiar voice .
" what if he isnt " i heard this other voice .
" then im just going to have fake it " a voice sounded like sasha said . " and then when he find out the truth hell come running back to me leaving her and he dumb ass kids alone " .
I shook me head pulling the curting back . Revealing my self .
She looked shocked , She was on a hospital bed with a baby in the be little baby bed beside her .
I looked over at the baby . The baby did have some features of lucas but not much .
"What u say about my kids ? " i said through gritted teeth .
" uh nothing" she said.
" sasha you dont have to be scared of her she a nobody . " jada said .
Smh i knew they where probably teaming up against me wouldnt be surprise if they were associated with dre and mike.
" right . I said lucas gone leave you and your dumbass kids and come right back to me and my baby" she said pointing to that baby .
I laugh " funny , cause he was just saying he missed me the other day when we was on the phone"
" whatever fuck you and your dumbass kids i hope the your son die . " she said .
Thats it . You dont wish death on my kids and not get hit .
I walked over there punch her dead in her face..
I black out , i kept punching her . Til i felt hands pulling my hair off her and he me in my face i turned around . Grabbing jada hair cause she had mines . I swung her to the ground causing her to let my hair go. sitting on top of her sending her face straight face shots .
After a while i got tired and got up .
" dont ever wish death on my son and expect not to get me hit yo ass " i said kicking the bitch who was on the ground leaving
Im surprise no doctors or nothing came in smh .
How did she know he was in the hospital ?
Walking out the hospital , going to lucas car i got in and started it up . Speeding off going home to lucas house .
Today was such a bad day . Pulling up in the drive way i cut the car off and got out walking to the door putting the key in and unlocking i push the door open gwt the key out closing it not even bothering to lock it back ..
I walk in seeing a picture of lucas and sasha on the ground with his hand over her stomach , i seen the picture one before but nevered really paid attention to it til now .
I stared at it for a while , before i walked up to it throwing that shit .
It was suppose to be me and him kaden and kadence . In that picture . But no he had to let 2 bitches come between us .
I had to let them niggas come between us..
Call me selfish if you want but i hated seeing him with them . And i cant help how i feel they cant and wont have him no more. ( so i had to do it ; thats my song 😭😂)
I threw some more shit , i notice my knuckles started bleeding i walked in the kitchen , grabbing a knife ..
I walked upstairs going to the bathroom sat the knife on the sink . And stripped from my clothes .
Cutting the shower water on . I grabbed the knife cutting my arm just a little . Yall i nevered did this but im finally at my breaking point im done with it all , most importantly im done with this world .
I stepped in the showered scooted all the way to the end of the tub , the water was hitting me everywhere and on my arm where the cuts was . Making the blood from the cuts go down the drain .
I had the knife at my stomach ready to put it through . But i stopped .
And i thinked , what if my son do pull through , what if i did kill my self . What would my mama them do . What would my kids do with out they mama.
Even tho i am fed up with drama in stuff i cant let go this quick .
I flung the knife across the bathroom and it went through the door .
I put my knees to my chest and put my head down . Ignoring the cold water i felt coming from the shower .
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Okay yall thats it for today.
Dang this sad .
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kid lucas is my babydaddy (book 2&3)
أدب الهواةthus is the sequel to kid Lucas is my baby daddy read book one before you read this book or you will get confused .