Living with the Bad Boy

Chapter 9

I still couldn't get it through my head how she knew about Liam.

Liam was a guy I met last year. He is already out of college but I didn't know that. He tried to get me to date him but I wouldn't. He forced me to date him and he forced me into things I didn't want to do. I had lied when we were playing the stripping game. I wasn't a virgin but it wasn't my choice. He was dangerous. When I finally got away from him. He just found himself another girl. I've seen him around a few times but I've always just left immediately to avoid being seen.

I couldn't tell Alec because he would get too heated. And Liam is too dangerous. He's rich and he has everyone on his side so he could kill someone and never leave a trace so I couldn't let Courtney tell anyone.

I don't know how long I was running but I know that I had to go back before it got too late.

After three hours, I finally got back to Alec's house. I didn't know what to do because I couldn't face him right now.

But I decided to just go inside and try to avoid Alec.

I grabbed the hidden key and opened the door. The coast was clear so far. I ran up to my room and sprinted in and closed the door and locked it. I thought I saw a glimpse of Alec but I focused on making it to my room.

I heard a gentle knock at my door. I couldn't do this. I couldn't let him in no matter how much I loved him. I now know that he did kiss Courtney for me but I couldn't let him find out about Liam. I hadn't even noticed that I was crying.

"Mya, please" Alec said. "Please let me in"

I thought I heard his voice crack. Was he crying?

"Mya, I'm sorry. I don't know who Liam is or what he has to do with you or why it's so bad and honestly Mya, I don't care. I just want to be with you. I can't stand you being mad at me and I can't stand being apart from you. I need you , Mya. I'm nothing with out you. I love you more than you will ever know." He was definitely crying. I could hear him sniffling from behind the door.

And I was sitting on my bed sobbing.

"Mya, please please please open up this door. You don't have to talk or explain anything. I just want to be with you and comfort you. Please"

I couldn't do it any longer. This was the hardest thing I've done. I didn't even last a half an hour before I let him in again.

I slowly got up and unlocked the door. His back was against my door and his face was rad and puffy from crying and I imagine mine wasn't much better.

He looked a little surprised but wasted no time before lunging up and hugging me.

He didn't say much except he muttered 'thank you' like a million times. We didn't say anything. We just laid in my bed together like nothing had happened. I held onto him the tightest I ever have because I never wanted to let go but I knew that I would have to in order to keep my secret of Liam and I.

So in the morning. I broke it off with Alec. I told him that I needed space and that I would be staying at Selena's for awhile. She was the only one that knew about me and Liam besides Taylor. So I took the day off school and so did Selena. She helped me pack some of my things for my stay at her house.

To say that Alec was a wreck would be an understatement. He looked so hurt. I couldn't stop crying. After I told him he stormed out of the house and I never saw him again that day.
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For the next two weeks, I didn't see him at all. He wasn't at school or around town. It was like he had vanished. The day I broke up with him he left a couple heartbreaking voicemails telling me how much he loved me but after that, he stopped and I never heard from him.

Selena's parents were coming home today so I had to move back into Alec's house. Selena helped me move and once again there was no Alec. I missed him like hell but I knew it was for the best. My grades were slowly slipping as I couldn't focus on anything but Alec.

But then one day, Alec came home. He looked like hell. I was sitting on the couch when he walked in. His eyes lit up when he saw me but were soon covered up by an emotionless stare. Alec had told me he was nothing with out me.

Days went by and the only look he would give me was an emotionless stare. It was killing me. I hadn't seen Liam in months and yet I was letting that stop me from seeing Alec. It was crazy but for some reason I couldn't get myself to go talk to Alec.

I was lost without him.
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Sorry this was so short but I really wanted to update.

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-Grace