Even PopularMMOs Couldn't Save Me

chapter 18- Suicidal

I slowly start to open my eyes, but it's so hard. "Lizzie? Oh my. Pat! Wake up, go get the nurse!" Jen says. "Lizzie! You're okay. Thank God." I slowly open my eyes a little bit and give a faint smile. "Hi." Is all I could get out before Pat and the nurse come back in. "Elizabeth. Hello. Glad to see you're finally awake. How are you? Any pain?" The nurse asks. I shake my head. "Okay Well, in an hour or so we will get you checked out."

*Time skip cause this author is clearly lazy*

I sat there. Crying.

I wish I had died...

This life sucks. I don't want it anymore. I look around my room and head to my bathroom, still crying. I take a bottle of Asprin out of the cabinet, and a razor refill.

1 for being ugly
2 for being fat
3 for being dumb
4 for thinking they love you

I put the razor back and let myself bleed out. I quickly take a piece of paper and a pen and begin to write.

Dear Pat and Jen.
Thank you for adopting me. Thank you for everything you've done for me. I'm sorry I'm leaving you. I just don't want you to deal with me anymore. So I'm leaving. Tell Mindy I said I love her. I didn't mean any of the stuff I said. I didn't mean it when I said I hate you. I'm sorry. I love you both

Sincerely, Sad girl

I finished the letter and put it on the bed. I grabbed a bottle of water from my bedside table.

Drinking some water, I quickly take a bunch of pills and drink some more water to help them go down. I start feeling dizzy. And as I start getting more dizzy And light headed, I think of the past events.

"Elizabeth! The doctor told us that you have an eating disorder, and that you cut yourself! Please talk to us. We're only trying to help." Jen says, placing her hand on my shoulder. "Oh. My. Fucking God! I don't need your help! I don't want your help! Just leave me ALONE!" I scream at her. "Liz. Please let us help." I looked straight into her eyes and said, "Leave me alone. I hate you. I hate him. I hate this house! I hate everything! I hate it here!" I ran to my room and slammed my door shut, locking it as well.

And that brings us to the present. I lay there, cold, not moving. "Jen! Call an ambulance! NOW!" Pat says, holding me, crying. "Lizzie, please wake up. Please please please wake up. Don't be gone. Please..."

*More time skip*

Jen's POV

"Patrick and Jenniffer?" We shot up and looked at the doctor. "That's us. How is she?" I ask frantically. "She's alive but I don't know if she will make it. She lost a lot of blood, and due to her eating disorder, she isn't getting all the nutrients she needz to stay alive. She's awake, if you would like to see her." She says, I just nod and wipe away a tear forming in my eye.

"Right through here." The nurse informs us. "Thank you." We walk in and stare in horror. How could we not have noticed this before? She was basically skin and bones by now. And her wrists are covered in old scars and new cuts. She's almost as pale as a ghost. "Pat? Jen? Why are you here?" We look over and see Lizzie staring at us. "Hey sweety. We're here because we love you, and you tried to... leave." Pat says. "But... I thought I killed myself. It didn't work?" She asks, starting to cry. "Baby it's okay. You can't die. We want you here." I say. "No you don't. Yoire just saying that. You're not my real mother so it doesn't mean anything. Now get out of my way." She says standing up weakly.

Lizzies POV

I get up and head to the door. "Don't bother following me." I say, leaving.

I run down the corridors until I find the stairs.

Roof

I go up the stairs as fast as I could. And once I get there, I run To the ledge. "Goodbye" I whisper before leaning over the edge, and falling to the ground.

A/N hey owlettes. I am so so sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been... busy. I pretty much lost motivation for this story, and that's kind of why I decided to end it. I'm so sorry for the ending. Hope you all are okay. Love you. Bye dudes <3