Jennifer's POV
"Go away! Leave me alone!"
I shouted as I'm stopping myself to break again
All this time, I really thought that when we are together again, I'll be happy again and go back to the old me. But why does it look like he's dragging the nightmare again?
"Jen please..., talk to me. I'm sorry.."I heard Harry crying as I cry too. I can't help it.
No matter what I do. No matter how hard I try to be still, I just can't stop a single tear to let out
I took a deep breath and wiped my tears
"I said, Go. Away.." I said firmly
I didn't hear him say anything. I just heard him sniffed and whispered saying that he loves me and he's sorry but I never open the door and face him
After a few seconds, he's gone. I slowly came out of the bathroom and locked the door of our room as I pressed my back against it and cry and let our more tears
But even though we're not good right now, my heart just can't hide that want him to greet,
"Happy Anniversary, too."
Harry's POV
I'm sitting on the couch in the living room as my head is looking down as I run grip my hair
It's midnight. Only the light of the moonlight coming from the window is the only light that covers the living room
My tears are still there, my heart is breaking now
What did I just do?
I grip more my hair. I'm angry. I'm angry to myself for being so incomprehensible
Now I don't know how to make us okay. But I will do everything just for her to forgive me
I looked up at the door of our room. It's closed. How I wish to see her standing there and smiling.
I waited for few seconds hoping that she will open that door but she never did. The door is still closed.
I just took a deep breath and slowly laid down. I looked up again
"I'm sorry Jen, I love you.." I mumbled and closed my eyes
Jennifer's POV
I'm now laying down in our bed. This bed is empty without him here beside me.
I....i want him to sleep with me...
Since I and Harry sleeps together as his arms are wrapped around me, I can't sleep alone
He hurt my feelings. He let some hurtful words and it's still there,
I'm not angry at him. I'm angry with myself that I let to be dependent on him. That I can't be alone and I want him always with me
I shifted myself and saw his picture frame. Our picture actually. The moment when we're laying down the sad beside the seashore. We looked so happy there as his arms are wrapped around me and I was feeling it.
"Damn.," I whispered as I took a deep breath as I get up and went to the door. I carefully opened the door and looked around. I then came closer to the rail of the stair and saw Harry sleeping on the couch. I carefully went down
I looked into his face.
I'm brain is telling me to stop this drama and go back to the room and sleep and don't mind him because of the hurtful things he said. But my heart is telling me to stay here...
