My Personalities and I (UNDER MAJOR CHANGES)

Chapter 16

I slowly became more and more aware of the annoying beeping coming from somewhere around me.
I tried to ask whatever that noise was to just go away but as soon as i tried to open my mouth i noticed the insatiable dryness in my throat.

"Water!" I croaked out, scratching my dry throat. Almost immediatly water was held to my lips. I swallowed a few gulps then took a deep breath before grabbed whoevers hand was holding the water for me. The person froze. I peeked one of my eyes open just slight enough to notice it was bright as fuck in the room.

"Holy shit turn the lights off!" I moaned out, covering my eyes with my arms. I heard the click of the lights and i tried peeking out again. The room was shrouded in soothing darkness. After a couple seconds i worked myself to having both eyes opened.

Luke was staring at me, this worried look on his face. "Do you remember me?" He asked cautiously.

"Yeah." I stated as the memories started to slowly come back to me.

"Do you remember who you are?" He asked with an even more cautious tone than before.

"Yeah. I remember everything." I stated softly before he could continue asking me questions. I felt so tired, i tried to push myself to sit up but found my arms to be like jelly.

Luke leaned forward and helped me. I just nodded at him before my eyes found the window and stared outside into the daylight, watching the trees move with the wind.

"Are you okay? How do you feel?" His question took a couple seconds to settle in. I looked to him in confusion.

"Yeah, i'm okay?" I stated it as a question, not sure what he meant.

"Oh. Okay." He stated and just looked at his hands before looking back to me and smiling. Do you want to see our home? I can show you the grounds as well?" He offered giddily.

I just nodded, looking at him with the same blank stare i've had for the past couple minutes. "Okay."

He grinned and walked out of the room, presumably getting the doctor. He came back in a few minutes later with the doctor and a wheel chair.

"Good morning Mrs. Eliza, how are you feeling?" The wrinky doctor asked me.

"I'm okay." I stated quietly as i looked at myself. Searching my stagnant mind for a couple minutes, "My mind feels blank." I stated, looking back at the doctor.

He softly chuckled, "It's a side effect of the medication, don't worry, you will be okay." He looked back to Luke, "I want her to keep a mood journal to keep track of how she's doing, as i told you before this medication can work as a depressant as well and we need to keep an eye out for any signs of depression." Luke was paying close attention to the doctors words. I had lost interest in the conversation, switching my view back to the window.

"Are you ready?" Luke asked as he slowly pulled my blanket back, revealing my hospital dress. I hadnt even realized the doctor had already unhooked me from the annoying machines and left the room.

"Ugh, yeah." I said quietly as i peeled myself away from the warm sheets and moved to get up, feelings kind of light headed eith jello legs.

"Oh, careful!" Luke chuckled softly and slowly helped me into the wheel chair. "Cant have you hurting yourself before we even get you out of the bed!" He joked.

I just nodded my head and looked at the blanket again, "Can i take that blanket? I'm kinda cold?" I asked blankly as i was already pulling it off the bed.

"Oh, yeah, sure. Its kinda warm outside but that fine." He said akwardly and helped me situate it on my lap before steering me out of the room. He was talking to me, telling me something about this being the pack doctor and that we didnt have far to our home so we were gonna walk there or something like that. I dont know, i blanked out, everything looked so bland, i just wanted to go back to sleep.

"I'm tired, can we do this tour another day?" I think i interrupted him but i wasnt paying attention.

"Oh, yeah, sure!" He seemed all too happy to just go to bed even though it seemed early, i think he was just as tired as i was. It had looked like he was sleeping in that hospital room with me so i guess i'm not that surprised.

He brought us to this beautiful mansion he called our home, it was very victorian styled, i would've loved to admire it some other time, but right now i just kinda didnt care.

"Do you like it?" Lukes voice pulled me out of my head.

"Oh, yeah, it's beautiful." I stated, as i nodded my head, trying to pay attention.

"This is our room for now, our real bedroom is upstairs but it's being renovated right now." He told me with a handsome smile that made me smile too.

"It looks nice." I stated softly, my eyes soon zeroed in on the most comfortable looking bed i had ever seen. I just held my hands out for Luke to pick me up as soon as he walked in front of me.

He chuckled and happily obliged, lifting me into his arms and gently setting me on the bed. "I'll be right back." He walked into what i assumed was the closet, coming out with a plain light blue shirt that looked as if it'd swallow me.

I took the shirt from his hands and stood up, stripping without a second thought, and pulling it over my body.

I heard his lustful growl and looked over at him, seeing his eyes flashing as he was struggling for control.

I blushed, realizing what was going on and quickly dove under the covers, "sorry." I squeaked out.

"Don't be, i enjoyed the show." He finally spoke roughly as he went back into the closet and changed.

My face was deep red at his words, i dont know why i didnt just go in the bathroom and change. I'll just blame it on being tired, he's my mate anyways. It's bound to happen at some point i guess. Why am i so accepting of this mate thing than i was before? I dont understand a lot of things but i just dont really care anymore. I'm tired and thats it.

A yawn escaped my mouth as the bed dipped and a warm body encased my own. A smile formed on my face and i slipped into blissful sleep.