Chris POV - Hope is for suckers

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Chris POV (1 week later)

My alarm rang through my room, waking me up. I grabbed my phone and saw the date.

Shit.

Today is the first day of school.

I'm a senior at last. In one year I'm going to get out of this hell hole and be at Stanford University. Mine and Eva's dream college. I remember us talking about it before our first year of high school. I know people say that 'you're just in freshmen year, your mind will change'. It never did, I still want to do law. About Eva... I have no idea. I hope she still wants to do marine biology.

I used to love how she could go on and on about marine life. She would show me so many pictures of unique species and tell me all about them. Most people would find this boring but I loved it. The way her eyes twinkled as she discovered a new species to talk about. The way her smile widened when I showed interest in what she was saying.

Fuck I miss her.

My eyes wandered to her room window, hoping to catch a glimpse of her before she left. Luckily today was the day the universe decided to be kind to me.

She stood in front of her mirror resembling a goddess. Her brown hair was loose and wavy, making me want to run my fingers through them. A white top hung loosely on her and her red skinny jeans fit her perfectly, outlining everything in the right place. I'm a guy, get over it. She grabbed her jean jacket and her sling bag.

I think she saw me looking because she turned towards her window. I ducked quickly before she could see me.  After about 5 seconds I looked back up and she was gone.

My heart sank as a small part of me wanted her to still be there searching for me. Showing me a sign that she still cared. That maybe we could talk after 3 years of silence. I hope everyday that she would forgive me.

But I guess its true.

Hope is for suckers.

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A/N: Sorry for the short chapter but I just wanted to show Chris's side before I explain their friendship. I felt I should have a chapter just for his thoughts and I feel this was the perfect way to show it.

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Love,

Ichcha

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