White Nix - (Sidemen FF)

=Three=

I lay in the cold wet snow, staring up at the gloomy sky and trees above me. I heard footsteps and the presence of another body but couldn't care who it was. Simon came into eyesight but I didn't look at him. I saw him crouch down and lie next to me. I quickly glanced to my left, he stared at the sky, completely emotionless. I returned my gaze to the sky. Watching as the bright green leaves swayed in the wind. I always found it peculiar how they stayed so vibrant in below 0 temperature. I closed my eyes as the sun shine through the clouds, taking in the warmth.

I opened my eyes and tuned my gaze to Simon, who appeared to be looking at me. I stared into his eyes for a moment before turning away. I smiled to myself and blushed as I stared at the sky once again. I began to hear talking to the right of me, I turned my attention to Tasha and Josh arguing.

"Give her a chance" Tasha said, waving Josh off.
"Why would I do that?" Josh crossed his arms over his chest in disgust.
"You gave all us a chance, why not her?" She rolled her soil brown eyes growing frustrated
"Something feels off about her" he looked in my direction, we made eye contact for a split second before Tasha started speaking again.
"Give her a chance, one week is all I ask and if she doesn't prove good to our group then she can leave" Tasha seemed to finish that argument there as she began walking off.

I sighed heavily and sat up, brushing the snow off my wooly jacket. I leaned back, propping myself onto my hands. I just stared blankly at this one spot in the snow, it glistened perfectly as the sun shone in all the right places, the little crystallised pebbles sparkling as I swayed my head softly. I decided I didn't like lying in the snow, I stood, brushing the snow sticking to my clothes. I turned around to see Simon was stood as well. He looked intrigued in what went on in my mind, he really didn't want to know.

"Uh.. I'll be back in a bit" I rubbed the back of my neck looking at the snow behind him rather then him. I looked up to see him nod and begin walking towards the campfire. I walked forward towards the gate, I figured I could do some hunting or enhance some abilities, possibly even discover more magical interactions.

I went on a wild search for a stick, rock and some reeds. I made sure I didn't travel to far from the camp as I could become suspicious to the others. As I walked, letting my mind get lost in deep thinking, I found a large stack of rocks that looked decent. I picked two rocks placing them into the pockets of my jacket. I then found a pile of sticks, picking them up and carrying them as I searched for reeds or vines. I stumbled upon a few vines, literally. I crouched, placing my cold numb fingers under the vines as I applied force, they broke free as I held one long strand, the perfect amount.

I sat down on a nearby rock. Placing the objects in front of me. I took one stick and the vine, tying the vine to each side of the stick. This caused the stick to bend enough I could use it as a bow. I took the rest of the sticks, using the rocks to sharpen the edges to use as arrows.

I walked around for at least twenty minutes to finally find a target. A wild bambi drank water from the cold flowing river, the rivers also never froze over but were extremely cold. I spoke to myself quietly.

"Here we have a wild bambi, drinking water in its natural habitat, we watch here as a lonely girl with a bow slowly crouches, pulling her bow back as she aims to shoot towards its prey, the deer not noticing" I poked out my tongue slightly to the left as I took my aim. Pulling the arrow back. I released the arrow as I watched it fly towards the innocent deer. It struck the deer straight into the head, killing it instantly. I will admit I got sad when I killed but it's just the way life goes.

I stood from my position and made my way towards the dead deer. I looked down at it, feeling sad yet satisfied. I wrapped my fingers around the wooden arrow, twisting it as I ripped it gruesomely from the deers head. The eyes rolled back as it slumped into the snow, staining it with the gorgeous shade of red. I crouched down and took both ears in each hand as I began to drag the deer, finding this was useless. I sighed and heaved as I picked it up, tossing the lifeless animal over my shoulder.

I turned around to head back to camp when I saw a pair of shoes, I looked up to see Simon there with a blank expression, almost shocked or afraid. I looked away quickly and made my way towards the camp, walking past him. I heard his footsteps following behind me as he was soon walking along side me, just staring at me in disbelief. I refused too look him in the eye as I knew I would see the horror in them. We walked in silence until we reached the gates to the camp. He stopped, blocking the entrance. I gave him a confused look, he wanted to say something but was afraid to.

"What's up?" I asked softly
"How did you jus-"
"I've been doing it for years, I feel bad doing it but the feeling numbs out if you've done it over a hundred times" I shrugged and began to push past him but he continued to block my path.
"You went invisible" he said in a low whisper. My eyes went wide, not realising I had.
"I don't know what you're talking about" I tried again but he took a step forward
"Nix please"
"I'll say later ok, you can't tell anyone" I gave him a stern look, he simply nodded and let me past.

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~Authors Note~

I know this is a little grim but expect more in the future as this is a groggy grim romantic Fanfiction that I'm trying to display but will fail cuz I suck a writing lmao

Peace fam ✌🏻️