Todays the day

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My eyes snap open when a loud,annoying alarm sounds.

"What the heck?" I rub my eyes as sunlight seeps in through the gap in the curtain.I groan and slam my head back down on the pillow.With a loud huff I reach my arm over and slam it on the alarm clock.

My eyes flick over to the clock 7:15am.You have got to be kidding me.I roll over,noticing there's an empty space.I sit myself up and turn my head to the right and look at myself in the mirror.

I really can't be bothered today.Elliots fed up with me.

I look over on the side table and see a glass of water on the side,with a note.The note reads:

Dear Ronnie,

I'm so sorry if I upset or hurt you lastnight.I thought if I was like Luke you'd love me more and it went to far.

Love Elliot x

Oh god what a mess,images of the bottle smashing inches away from my face flash in my mind.I can only assume he's never been drunk before but that wasn't the reaction I hoped from Elliot.He must have set the alarm for me this morning.

I roll myself out of bed and head to the shower,trying to erase the thoughts of Elliot lastnight.

I throw on some clothes,brush my teeth and my hair before making my way downstairs.Lisa passes me a slice of toast and a glass of orange juice when I reach the kitchen.

"Thanks Lisa" I say

"Where's Elliot?" I ask

"He took off earlier" She tells me

"Right" I sigh finishing my breakfast.

"Can I drop you off to the college?" She offers

"No it's okay,but Thankyou Lisa" I reply slipping my converse on and pulling my leather jacket up my arms.

"Okay well,go do great Ronnie" She smiles,hugging me before I leave the house.

I take a slow drive to the college.My heads all over the place.I am trying to go over my revision but my mind is clouded,I can't stop thinking of Elliot.

What have I done to him?Ive made him feel as though he isn't good enough for me,but he is.Elliot is the best thing that has happened to me,I'm such a fool.How could I let someone like Elliot go.

I wonder where Elliot has gone this morning,I was hoping he'd be able to calm my nerves ready for my exam.I pull up in the car park and head towards the college entrance.

As I reach the desk a red haired lady with glasses looks at me.

"Name" She demands

"Erm Ronnie " I huff

We go through a list of Ronnie's until my last name comes up and I nod.She hands me a test paper and I head into the exam hall.

It's 9am and I take a seat,the invidulators go through the rules and regulations of a test and before I know it the tests starts.

I turn the page to the first question and all I see is words on the English test,all jumbled together.Ive never understood why they make the words on the page so small. Invidulators walk up and down the test isles,I couldn't tell you why but I'm always nervous when they pass my desk.

This is a test resist so there are only a few rows of people,lucky for me no sign of Dexter or Hayley.I know they had a resit today but it makes me wonder what happened to them two.That day I saw her,she seemed genuinely upset and disappointed.

"Come on Ronnie focus,get your head out of your arse" I tell myself.Taking a deep breath before knuckling down into my test.

35 minutes in and my hand aches like a bitch.After doing two essays,I am ready to sleep.

I plough through the rest of the test and watch the clock tick round for the past 15 minutes and doodle on the back of the paper.The last 5 minutes I check through my paper,putting in any grammar or extra words I may get credit for and checking my answers.

I finally close the paper and leave the hall,grabbing a glass of water for my ten minute break before my maths test.

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