WARNING THIS STORY HAS SEXUAL SCENES,VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE
Ronnie seems to have her life cut out and bad boy boyfriend who she depends on.Her boyfriend Luke has had a rough past but so has everyone.He drags her into his trouble and she's with h...
I Didn't mean to hit her but she just got in the way.Anger took over and I couldn't help it.Ronnie knows not to wind me up.I do miss her,lying next to her,being close to her.God she had to get involved.
Here I am banging some blond bimbo I couldn't careless about and pretending it's Ronnie.I bet she misses me she'll come running back,she always does.I can't change for her,I won't change for anyone.
I'm a lost cause,Ronnie is trouble just like I am.I guess that's why we fitted perfectly together,I guess that's also the reason why we argue so often.We've never had an argument as bad as this one.
RONNIES POV
Friday comes quickly and I'm feeling even more deflated.My days consist of randomly crying.I spend my evenings looking through group photos and cute pictures of me an Luke.Its hard because I can't let myself delete them.
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What if he comes back and says sorry.We might be able to make it work again.I'd give him a second chance,I know it's stupid but I love him.
I can't believe the way you feel and care about the person changes.The person you knew when you first met them changes over time.I never even thought me and Luke would ever get to this stage.We haven't spoken in 5 days and it's killing me.I wonder if he hurts as much as I do,if he even cares.Me and Luke are always in eachothers pockets,never spent a day apart.Wherever he goes,I do too.
I run my hands over my tattoo I knew I was a fool for having his name tattooed on me,regardless of how long I have loved him.
Over the past 5 days I have finished a whole bottle of Jack Daniels.I feel like my mother,most mornings I wake up on the sofa with a banging head ache and throw up before heading to college.Don't even ask me how I make it through my college days,no wonder I'm failing.I suppose that's the plus side of my mum being an alcoholic there's always a large supply of drink to to help soothe the pain,although unfortunately when you sober up the pain returns.The heartache,tears and suffering still returns.Being in my own I have actually started to talk things through out loud to myself,it helps me get some things off my chest.
My doorbell rings,I drag my tired body up as I wipe the tears from my cheeks with the back of my hand.
My heart pounds as I lay eyes on him,I'm frozen still.I don't know what to do or say to him.
"Luke" I sigh
"Ronnie,I'm sorry baby.Can I come in and make it all better.Please I'm begging you" He asks as he kneels on his knees on my door step.
I am taken back by his apology and just stare at his hunched over body.
I can't think straight
"Erm yeah sure" I huff
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? -My conscience shouts I push her to the back of my head.
"Thankyou so much,I miss you" He tells me scurrying to his feet and slamming his body against mine,wrapping his arms tightly around my small frame.
I breath out harshly as my body is being crushed as he holds me in a bear hug.I don't know how to react.I just comfort him and tap him my hand lightly on his back.
Is he playing with my head?
He steps out of the hug and runs his thumb along my bottom lip,causing me to let put a breath as he touches the bruised part.I close my eyes as the memory of his hand connecting with my mouth returns.
I place my hand against his chest and try to gently push him away from me.His eyebrows knit together and his eyes look like he's genuinely sorry.
I know it's stupid but I actually feel sorry for him.He wraps his hand around my waist and leans his head against my chest.I let out a sigh of relief and feel like a mother comforting their child.I run my fingers through his wispy hair.
"I'm so sorry baby" He sighs.
He stands in my arms a good half hour and I comfort him,his heart is beating so fast.
I make him a cup of tea and we decide to talk things through and sit in my bedroom.He seems so apologetic and is telling me how he is going to make it up to me.He promises he won't do anything like this to me again and I believe him.I have loved this guy for a long time and am not prepared to lose him.
We end up watching some films and mending things over a box of chocolates.
"I bought you something" He announces with a smile,wracking through his back pocket.He pulls out a silver box and hands it to me.
I undo the cut little bow on top and open the box,revealing a silver Tresor of Paris necklace.
"Wow,it's beautiful" I smile,hanging the necklace and letting it swing back and fourth over my hand.
He lifts it off my hand and undoes the clasp.I lift my head and he puts it round my neck and clicks the clasp in.
"Thankyou" I say
Without warning he slams his lips against mine
I don't know how he wants me to react after everything.Such a harsh movement causing me to suck in a breath when his lip touches the left side of mine.
I pull away from him.
"I'm sorry if I hurt you Ronnie,I've just missed you" He repeats again
I politely smile,I enjoyed the connection of our lips.It felt so warm,so passionate.Its a shame my lip is battered,I couldn't enjoy the kiss fully.Without thinking I reconnect my lips with his.Our lips move against each other.His tongue gently runs along my bottom lip and I open my mouth allowing him entrance and his tongue plays with mine.He hovers over me before breathing hot air on my neck causing me to laugh.
"That's the smile I've missed"He comments
He kisses along my jaw line and I close my eyes.His hands reach for the rim of my top and my eyes snap open.
"Wa wait...I can't do this.You've just come back" I mention
