Our Lord Is Our Savior

My path becoming a christine

My life is not perfect nobodies life is perfect.
I may seem happy but it's hard it was even more harder before I became a christine and really started to pray.

I used to have a lot of friends they all left me and are now technecly "popular" at least they know me so they are pretty much acquaintances.
I'm usally alone i've got only 1 person I can truly call a friend we've known eachother for a pretty long time and another since childhood but we exchange only a few words maybe not at all.

I always got hurt but it was mainly phisically not to much mentally.
You can talk about yourself on social media and people will speak up but when it's reality you see people back away with guilt filling their insides regret.

There are many different relationships wither it's a friend,foe,family,even a lover they could leave you just like that.

I actuly purfer to be alone but their are times where I feel as if someone needs to be there or somone is supposed to be there......but once they are gone you feel something in your heart............regret or is it guilt?
But why feel these emotions exactly?

I had done holloween not any more not like I care at all it's stupid to me anyway.
I did not really have something to give me faith that would let me know "things would change" but that never happened I always prayed but not the right way not knowing if anybody was listening to my plea my calls for help!
But I know someone is listening always someone is watching,always.

When my aunt told us about this church I felt weird I did not really feel him at all but once I kept going and going I love the people who are inside wither it be the Damas,jovens or the kids I love them although i'm not really into kids and I could kinda care less even if children love me for some reason.

But i'd like to be a therapist and help people I try to gain their trust so that I could help them with their problems
i've helped a lot of people and i'm young but who cares that does not mean i'm not wise enough I know the words I need to use it may take time but I know what to say I may be lost for words but I try and help!

Hebrews 13:5-6 

“Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, ‘I will never leave you nor forsake you.’ So we may boldly say: ‘The LORD is my helper; I will not fear. What can man do to me?’”   

The lord is the one that shows us our path in what we should do he helps use with our path and we have to follow it without straying from that path.

But please if you ever need anyone to speak to or if you are just board come talk to me i'll most likly be there.
I hope this chapter helped anyone out even if it was a little.

Just be careful of who you add into your life.