Lavender Seeds

11

I was burning. I was on fire.
I almost kissed you
Because you're the only one I truly desire.

I don't understand and I can't speak because there are thousands of thoughts rushing through my head.

Why? Why would you touch me?
Why would you put your body next to me?
Why would you hold me?
Why would you call me?
Why would you tell me I look cute, or pretty, or nice?
Why would you flirt and treat me so kind?
Why would you hug me so deep and tight?
Why would you make me feel so safe and warm inside?
Why would you smile and ask if I'm free?
Why would you get angry when you couldn't see me?
Why would you get annoyed when I never texted back?
Why would you say things that sounded like mack?

Why would you make it seem like you actually loved me?
Why didn't you tell me you never thought of me?