Hello! To everyone who has been reading this! I'm really sorry that I haven't done anything in months. I'll try to do what I can to post more.Read on!
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Its a new school year with new friends, new teachers, well, new everything in general. I've made more new friends than last year. However, there is also a guy who.. well....likes me. But I don't really like him though. He's the second guy this year that I've heard (well he told me, the first one was obvious and kinda creepy) that likes me.
I have a couple of classes with this guy. I talk to him sometimes. About a month ago, I noticed that he would always be looking at me. He would even do it discreetly whenever our teacher got mad at our class. I'm sittin there thinking "Why is he looking at me? Why did he force my best guy friend (one of them) to get up when he sat in the guy's seat?" It was a little confusing, so I asked a friend of mine who was better at tellin this kind of thing than I am (I suck at this kind of thing)
She said,"maybe you just like the feeling"
I may have worded my explanation wrong, so she wasn't much help.
So, our school hosted this event, and I talked to him there. we talked to each other, learned a couple things about each other and then I asked:
"Do you like anyone?"
To which he replied by giving me a bunch of hints (some of which were obvious, but I didn't want to ask if it was me) and then he answered the question. He said it was me.
And me, deciding to go along with the moment (and most likely out of pity), kissed his cheek.
In the next couple of weeks, I would tell him I wanted to be friends first and I guess he kinda knows now that I don't really like him. He stills talks to me, but I feel really guilty about the whole thing. Another of the new friends made me feel even worse when he said, "So you were just toying with him?" Later on another friend would tell me about the guy who said that me, "If he thinks that a friend is being hurt, he'll defend that friend, even if it means that he hurts another friend."
So now, things are uncomfortable, and we still talk. I feel terrible about the whole thing. I hope this can get resolved soon.
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Idiots, Assholes, Jerks, Lovers.
Non-FictionSorry I had to change the title. It was "Why did he make me feel this way?!" but now its something else. Its still the same story. The new title was thought up by VanieZelet.
