SUICIDE, DEPRESSION AND SELF HARM WARNING . BUT AT THE END IT GETS BETTER SO YAH
"I can't do this anymore" you whimpered holding the bottle of pills in your hand. "I'm sorry josh"
You entered your mind again.
~~"Look at you! Your a mess! Why is Josh even dating you" The figure in black says. He finally comes into view. There was something not quite right about him. His neck and hands were painted black, and his face was distorted. He had no clear features.
"Josh could get any girl in a blink of an eye!" It screamed into your ears.
"Stand up" the thing said, and you obeyed, scared. "Look at yourself. Everything about you is wrong! Your ugly, your not skinny, you self harm. Why don't you just give up?" He shouted.
"Answer me. Why don't you give up!"
"I've tried before, but josh has always saved me.." you whimper.
" well Josh is out now, go on, give up. " it whispered into your ear.
"Who are you!" You shout.
"My names Blurry Face and I care what you think" the stranger said.
"Blurry face" you whisper over to yourself . "Where do I know you from?" You asked.
"Well Darling, Maybe Tyler and Josh. They write about me. See, it's not just you who has me. Tyler and Josh do too. " he said calmly. His calmness made you more comfortable for a second, then you remembered what was happening.
"What do you want!" You spat.
"You, princess . I want you" He whispered into your ear.
"Why! Like you said, I'm a failure!"
"My failure." He whispered again.
You tried to scream, but nothing came out.
"No point trying Princess, no one can hear you" He said.
"Please... just leave me alone... Please." You whispered , tears spilling from your eyes.
"No! I will never leave you alone !" He screamed.
"Why?" You asked with gritted teeth.
"Because you deserve nothing" he spat back.
You cried out, but no one came to save you.
"Josh has left you, princess. "
"I don't believe you." You spat.
"Look at this Hun." The figure said.
Then all of a sudden, a picture of Josh with Debby came up.
"That was ages ago." You spat.
"Really? I'm pretty sure it was just now" He said, and a video of Josh and Debby talking came up. The things you picked up were,
-"Y/ns no good for you"
"Shut up Debby, you know nothing."
"Hmm." -
"See." He whispered. "He wasn't agreeing with her." You answered back
"Watch this then" .
A video of Josh and Debby kissing, in the same clothes , appeared.
"Now do you believe me?" He laughed.
"Y-yeah." You cried.
"See. Now, you can be with me. I'll treat you much better."
"H-how" you asked. You'd given up. "Just take the pills Darling. We can then visit Josh's mind and tell him!" Blurry Face said excitedly.
"Okay." You whispered back.~~
You took the pills, and soon after all you saw was black. Then , you appeared to wake up in a massive , lovely looking house.
"Where am I?" You whispered
"This is my house!" You heard a familiar voice, and turnt around.
"Blurryface? BLURRY FACE!" You screamed.
"Hello Princess." He whispered into your ear. "Want a tour of the house before we visit Josh?"
"Yes!" You replied eagerly.
Blurry face grabbed your hand, and walked off with you.
You had now seen the whole house. It was a dream! It had a game room, a mini arcade, and indoor swimming pool, a massive bedroom. The biggest kitchen with the biggest fridge, a massive living room. A party room. everything you've ever dreamed of!
"Let's go and visit Josh" you smirked.
"Okay Princess" he replied. Josh was now home so it was okay.
He was looking for you when you arrived into his mind.
JOSHS POV:
"Josh, sit down. This is a long story" a familiar figure came into my sight. Blurry face.
"What?" I muttered.
"Well... I have your girlfriend. Well, now ex" He smirked.
I started to panic. He showed me a picture of her lifeless body with pill bottles in her hand.
"What have you done to her?" I raised my voice.
"Nothing. It's what you did to her." He smirked.
Then y/n walked up to blurry face, and kissed him.
"Y/n?" I said.
"You hurt me Josh. Saying you were out with Tyler , but you went out with Debby, and was kissing her?" Y/n whispered.
"Y/n, baby, I'm sorry. Don't do this" I whimpered.
"It's too late. I already have." She smirked at me. "And now I'll be happy with Blurry, not worrying about where he is all the time, not being cheated on"
"Baby I'm sorry!" I shouted.
"Well sorry doesn't magically fix everything. Sorry isn't going to make everything better. And most certainly, sorry won't bring me back to life" Y/n spat at me.
"Have a terrible life, Josh" Blurry Face smiled.
A/n. IM SO SORRY BUT THIS BROKE MY HEART IDKY AND THE ENDING IS NOT OKAY IMMA DIE. OKAY I LOVE YOU ALL,
STAY ALIVE
-Emily |-/
