Warning: Suicide, Depression
QUICK NOTE, YOU AND JOSH DONT TALK BUT ITS BASED OFF THIS SONG. YOU ARE THE GIRL IN THE FRONT OF THE CLASS
*Joshs POV*
There is a girl in the front of my class, all she does is laugh at everything. Shes tall, she's smart, she's beautiful and she's strong. But I can see it in her eyes , she's broken.
Whenever someone's upset, she try's to fix what is wrong. Y/n is the girl in the front of my class.
Her eyes are glazed, like newly cut glass. A ghost of a smile hints at her face, and she laughs as people tell her things.
(2 years later)
Y/n still sits at the front of my class, but she doesn't try to cover up her sadness as much anymore.
Now you find it rare to see her smile or laugh.
Her friends tell her jokes, as the rest of them laugh, but all she does is close her eyes and enter a dangerous place- her mind.
How does someone so perfect feel so insecure? As to scar her own skin with the cuts and the burns, yet still wants to hurt more.
How does someone so loving and caring learn to hate her own guts? She draws pictures on her arms with a silver blade, it's as if her mind isn't dark enough.
The girl at the front of my class , yesterday took the breath that was her last. We were told she was found hanging from her ceiling.
She wrote a few notes, and the one my class got said :
I'm sorry I didn't tell you,
But my mind was fucked up,
You couldn't have saved me anyway.
And to the boy in the back of the class,
That I can tell feels the way I did,
How does someone so perfect feel so insecure?
As to scar his own skin with the cuts and the burns,
And still want to
Hurt
More
......
