TRIGGER WARNING. Also it takes a while for josh to come into this but it's all important
"Everything's gonna be alright" You whispered to yourself.
You were only 6 years old, as you sat behind the tall Oakwood shelf.
Daddy had a bit too much to drink, and Mummy left because she couldn't deal with the pain. But you felt the pain instead.
Daddy was going crazy, and you knew if you came out from the shelf, you would be injured seriously.
*Time skip, 10 years later*
Well 10 years had gone, and so had dad. You searched for love in other men, as you tried your best to act strong.
You had millions of scars in only places you could see, because you just wanted to feel something.
That night, you sat there on your bed. As you thought about what those girls said, tears streamed from your eyes, as you cried,
"If there's a God out there,
Please hear my prayer,
I'm lost and I'm scared,
And I have no where else to go,
I've come a long long way,
But I'm not sure I can make it much further.
So if your listening,
Could you please give a helping hand ,
To your Daughter."
Your path started to change, you finally saw the light as you grabbed gods grace. Until one night....
...when you decided one drink was alright.
You headed to your local bar, and drunk a little too much....
Then a yellow haired boy walked up to you, and led you to his room.
One thing led to another, as 9 months went by, you became a mother.
You watched your baby boy lay in his bed, while stroking that small angels head, and tears streamed from your eyes, you cried,
"If there's a God out there,
please hear my prayer ,
I'm lost and I'm scared,
And I have no where else to run,
I've come a long long way,
but I'm not sure I can be the best mother.
So if your out there,
Could you please give a helping hand
To your daughter!"
It had been 3months , and the father of your baby found you.
*4 years later*
You were married
A/n: Hahahahahah what is this crap
Anyways ily all,
Stay Street, stay Alive,
-Emily
