The bad boy is my saviour

chapter 3 - flashback

*For the rest of the story I'll be making it cathys pov *

[That's Ashley]

CATHYS POV

Flashback..

I was coming home from school.
I was walking towards the house when all of a sudden a car came speeding down the road. It was only a few feet away when I saw my mom pull out the drive way.

"MOM WATCH OUT!!"

It was too late the speeding car smashed with my mom's car and the whole front window was smashed.

The other driver was laying only a few feet away from the accident.

"MOM!?!"

I ran towards my moms car and opened the front door. Her body was half way through the window.

I couldn't take it anymore I collapsed on the floor crying. I took my phone out my pocket and called 911.

"Hello yes I need an ambulance my mom just got into a car accident and theres a lot of blood. YES JUST PLEASE HURRY!!" I ended the call and started crying again.

I called my dad once the ambulance came.

I was waiting patiently in the hospital until my dad came rushing through the elevator.

"Were is she, how is she, is she going to be ok" My dad's words went through my head. I was just staring at the floor.

After 30 minutes passed the doctor came up to us.

"Doctor how is she, is she ok?! " my dad asked.

The thing the doctor said had shocked me for life.
"I'm sorry to say this but, your wife passed away."

What I heard had made me lose it. I ran passed my dad and headed toward the exit.

I ran and ran till my feet collasped.
My cheeks were stained with tear stains and my eyes were getting blurry.
Once I calmed down a bit I looked up and I found myself sitting on the sidewalk. I got up and looked around. I wasn't to far from home.

A/N : TRIGGER WARNING COMING UP READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!?!

Once I reached my house I went up to my room and shut the door. I ran to my bathroom and locked the door. I went through cabinets and found my
Razor. I've been clean for 3 months now and i promised my mom I wasn't going to do it but my mom wasn't here anymore.

I sat down with the razor in my hands deciding if I should do it or not.

I put the razor on my skin and slid it across.

It stung for a little bit but i soon became numb.
The blood was dripping down my arm and landing in small puddles on the floor.
I missed the cold  metal going through my skin.
I made a couple more cuts until  both my hands were sore and covered in cuts.
I cleaned up the floor and put my razor inside my phone case to keep with me wherever I go.