Story of My Life

Introduction

December 21, 2016

Posted at 4pm

So...I guess this is the part where I will "introduce" myself. I prefer remaining anonymous for now and personal information is a no go. SO this is more of a characteristic introduction?

Any who, I'm a weird person and you will witness that throughout this blog. I overthink everything and I make things more complicated than what it needs to be. Would you like an example? I had this wonderful friend I had back in high school who I also went to elementary with. She inspired me to get out of my comfort zone and unfortunately she moved after high school. I was terrible with staying in touch, the only reason I have my current friends is that they always manage to keep in touch and I am grateful for that. Anyways, one day of not texting her turned into a week, which turned into a month, and I think you get where I'm going with this. Soon it's been a year and I'm dying to write her. What if she changed numbers? Go on Facebook. What if shes mad at me? Why? Well maybe because it took me so long to message her. Thus beginning a vicious cycle of how I am a terrible friend for not keeping in touch. I still want to write her but I honestly don't even know where to begin. Maybe one day soon I will.

See? That's what my mind is like 24/ 7. There's more but I will save that for another day.

I hate texting, mostly because the keyboard is so small but I really prefer face to face conversations you know? It's much more fulfilling being able to connect with people face to face rather than talking over the phone. You miss small details that reveal a persons character. So I am a very lazy texter, but I am working on changing that. (Especially now that Kik has that new video feature!(: Yay)

Okay back to some basic details, I'm in college and I am still not sure what to major in. (One of the reasons why I'm writing this blog is to see if maybe I can go into journalism or something with writing) If not well then one less on my list!

I consider myself to be a decent person overall. I'll leave that for you to decide.

I enjoy anime, manga, and I play some of those interactive story games on Google Play. Right now I hit the jackpot with this app called Episode! If you haven't seen it I totally recommend it! I'll talk about it more thoroughly in another blog.

I'm that person who does those restaurant surveys for free food.

*stares* Yes okay!? Free food is free food, I don't care if its just a cookie I'm doing it.  Those subway cookies are amazing! What can I say?

Geez, I'm running out of things to say here...

I procrastinate more than I care to admit...I like to analyze my dreams and wonder if I can decode the mystery messages within dreams.

I bet some of the readers here do that too...yeah I'm looking at you..through the screen...I know you do it. XD hahah

I can not be the only one who does that.

One MAJOR weird thing I do that sometimes is that I talk to myself...yup there I said it

*looks over at the people with the giant needles*

Not today satan.

No but really, that's how I problem solve in my life. I talk to myself whenever and wherever I can and I'm not gonna lie...I like talking to me. I can be very encouraging and motivate myself when I really want to. It mostly happens when I procrastinate and have made a mess of things and needs to be resolved asap...but it does happen. Just like I can be encouraging, I can also be my worst enemy and I feel like almost everyone can relate to that one.

Constantly bringing myself down about how I am still in college after 3 years and how I haven't decided on a major. I don't know my hobbies or anything of that like of myself. I'm a pretty boring person and I can go on and on. I overlook the positive in my life.

I have the strength to stay in college and to continue finding myself for that career that speaks to my soul. Although I do not have any hobbies on a regular basis, there are activities I enjoy doing when comes the time. Story flannel boards! I loved making those for my Child Care Class back in high school. I am an interesting person with different aspects that make me who I am and that's okay. I do not need to go out to a party or club every weekend or have drama or be outside to be an interesting person. Really! You'll be surprised by how many people I know who enjoy sitting down, talking, laughing and just being, well not lazy, but relaxed. It feels good.

Okay I think this is good enough for now.

If you made it this far congrats! Thank you for taking the time to read this.

I would really love to know about you as well so feel free to comment or message me about yourself and your thoughts(:

Feel free to be you!

-Thatonegirl