Why? (Camila/You)

Chapter 9

Almost everyday since the date I've been wearing the banana hat. There's only a couple more weeks till college starts and Y/n has been pretty busy. He's always out with friends or doing something. One day he didn't come back at all till late that next day. He never told me what he was doing. At this point I only tried to spend more time with him but he always has to go somewhere. Y/n was sitting on his bed, scrolling on his phone.

"Y/n," I whispered.

He turned his head to face me and raised an eyebrow.

It took me awhile to think if I should say this or not but I needed to, it'll make me feel a bit better.
"Y/n, I think I'm losing you. We haven't spent much time together ever since you gave me this hat." I pointed to that hat sitting on my head.

"I know I'm sorry but-"

"But what?!" I cut him off, "Every time we're together you always have to go somewhere. I never am able to spend real time with you!"

His eyes widened at the sudden statement. "Camila I'm sorry but college will be on its way soon, I have to prepare. I still love you I really do."

I stared at him in disbelief. "It's been months, Y/n. I feel as if we're just strangers now."

I got up and grabbed my phone heading towards the door. A hand wrapped around my wrist and yanked me back, "Camila, wait." I heard him say.
"The real reason is because I really don't love you anymore," he sighed, "But you-"
I kicked him in the leg walking away anger welling up inside. Tears fell down my face as I headed towards the doors entering the college. I heard him yell my name but it only made me want to leave more. How could this all happen? Why did this happen? All I wanted from him is.... him. But now that won't work, if he doesn't want me then why try when all he'll do is try to apologize but tell me he loves someone else.

The sky was darkening and I was walking down the street thinking about everything single thing. Y/n has been trying to call and kept spamming me with messages saying 'I'm sorry' and 'where are you'. He was the only thing I didn't want to see. Droplets of water fell from the sky falling all around me. This only made me feel worse and feel as if I was crying waterfalls. A car drove up splashing water on me. I could care less.

I noticed I was in the middle of no where. I was lost. This is what I felt all day anyway. A car pulled up a few feet in front of me. And of course I had to see the person I never wanted to see again stepped out and came running towards me. I whipped around but I could feel him spin me back around making me fall in the depths of his eyes. Snap out of it! You hate him remember!

"Camila. Camila Cabello. Karla Camila Cabello. Every time I see you I can't believe there's somebody like you living in this world. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. No one can compare to you. You make me happy no matter what the situation is. Yes I understand that I may be seeing somebody else but I still love you. In fact, I can break up with her if you'd like. This isn't just so you can like it's because you and you only make me feel the way I do. Hell, I saved you from nearly being raped. I saved you from downing. I helped you when you were in need and I'll do it for the rest of my life. This is all because I didn't know if you really loved me. But now I know you don't cause of the jerk I am. Everything I do with you isa blast. I'm glad you're in my life. But it's your choice if you want to walk out of it. I completely understand. It was all my fault anyway."

Tears fell from my eyes at his kind words. Did he really love me like he said? Or is he just doing this because of... because of.... He stared at me, hope in his eyes. I had no idea what to say.
"I see he," he said lower than a whisper almost where I couldn't hear him. He turned but I grabbed him and kissed him. He reluctantly kissed back.

"Now get rid of that bitch." I demanded with an amused look.

Pretty short chapter if I do say so myself. Yep sorry about that. I'm confused about Camila leaving 5h thing now. But I hope you enjoyed. There was a major twist but that was only because I had no idea what to write. I may not update a whole bunch like I used to but I'll still update!
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