The familiar sound of constant beeping was heard.
"Mm... My head." I groaned.
I fluttered my eyes open, and saw that I was in a hospital room.
I stood up and walked over to the bed. I sighed and caressed Namjoon's cheek, "Who did I fall in love with...?"
I turned around to grab my chair.
"A killer." I heard him whisper.
I turned around slowly, "Yeah..."
He smiled a little with his eyes still shut.
I moved my chair to sit beside his bed. "I'm sorry." I said.
"Why?"
"I just am. I was at Jungkook's funeral today." I mentioned.
"Hm. I'm sorry."
I held in my anger. "Don't worry about it."
"You okay?" I asked.
"I'm in a little pain but yeah." He forced a smile.
"Don't lie to me, Namjoon. You've done it enough."
"I'm sorry. So sorry, Eunhee." He whispered.
"It hurts like shit." I suddenly said.
He lifted his head up.
"It sucks." I continued.
"Okay! Ah, Eunhee, you're awake! I'll be in and straight out, I just need to check up on him." The doctor said in a loud voice, which startled us because we were so quiet before he came.
"Y-yeah, okay."
"He's going to need to stay and heal for a few days, two or three. He's very strong, nothing too major happened. So just let him rest for a few days. You can visit any time."
"Yes, he is strong... Thank you, Doctor..." I read his name tag. "Doctor Park."
"No need to thank me... It's my job." He smiled.
He left the room and I turned awkwardly to Namjoon.
I sat down, "At least with you in here you can't murder anyone..."
Maybe I shouldn't have said that...
"Eunhee I don't want you being scared of me. I love you. I thought I could change, after you, after falling in love. I thought it would change me."
"I love you... But not the real you. Because the real you hurts people. You can't simply undo this. You can't undo it at all. You were born a murderer..." I stood up to grab some tissues because I was crying so much.
"Eunhee, they know it was me. When I get out of here I'll be going straight to court, and then-"
"Good." I interrupted.
"I love you. I want you to help me..."
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?! YOU WANT ME TO HELP YOU? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND, NAMJOON?!"
"Probably, I did jump off a building, didn't I?"
I rolled my eyes at him.
"I want you to lie. Say your father wasn't murdered."
"And why would I do that?" I snapped.
"You loved me didn't you...?"
"No... I loved- I... I didn't love you. I loved who you pretended to be."
"I'm out in three days. Think about it."
"Namjoon I don't need to think about it, you hurt me you killed everyone I loved! Even Jin... You killed her too. Forget me, Namjoon." I walked out and started walking through the corridors quickly finding my way out.
I constantly cried knowing I fell in love with him.
As I walked through the door of my apartment, I dumped my things beside the door and went straight to bed.
Dream
"Goodnight Eunhee... Oh and remember not to sleep with your window open." Dad kissed my forehead before leaving, shutting the door silently behind him.
End Dream
I woke up feeling a cold breeze. I looked at my window and saw that it was open.
"Didn't I shut that...?" I whispered to myself.
I got up and walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
I turned on a light and walked over to the cupboard. I turned around realizing I saw something on the bench behind me.
I walked over and picked up an envelope.
I opened it and saw a photo of my window from the outside.
My head started spinning and I started to panic.
"It couldn't be..."
"Oh yes it can be." I heard his voice come from behind me.
I turned around and gasped, seeing Namjoon standing there looking down at me with an evil grin.
"Wh-what do you want?!"
"Isn't it obvious?" He pulled my waist, pushing his body against mine. "I want you."
He grabbed my jaw with a tight grip, making me groan in pain.
"Listen honey, I don't want to hurt you."
I tried to get out from his grip and failed.
"Then why did you?! Why are you?!" I stared at him showing complete anger in my expression.
"You're so hot when you're angry." He chuckled.
"UGH LET GO OF ME!" I tried hitting him but his grip was too firm.
He suddenly tightened his grip on my jaw and kissed my mouth roughly.
I moaned out of pain constantly as he continued to attack.
He pushed me backwards, making me hit the wall and fall to the ground.
A tear managed to escape my eye.
"What's wrong, baby? Was I too rough?" He put his hand out to help me up.
I slapped it away, "I don't need your help. I don't need you."
He picked me up and started walking to my bedroom.
"PUT ME DOWN- AH, NAMJOON!"
He slammed my back onto my bed, "I've been waiting for this for so long."
"NO! STOP! PLEASE! PLEASE NAMJOON AH-"
He covered my mouth with one hand, letting the other explore my body.
He smiled showing he was satisfied. He removed his hand from my mouth, "Eunhee I'll give you a couple of options. Option one... Help me. Option two..." He began to lift my shirt.
"NAMJOON!"
"Option two, I get to do whatever the hell I want to you."
YAY FINALLY AHA
I'm sooooo sorry I couldn't write for two weeks but I'm back yay sooooo I really hope you're enjoying this fucked up story lmaooo
Thank you all so much for reading!!! Xx
