I Need You (Hayes Grier)

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HAYES' POV

"We are gonna go smoke, you coming along?" James asked. He was like a brother to me. "Yeah, let me drop of Andrea."

Andrea was my girlfriend. I just used her for some blow and her dad grew tree. I sound like a fucking asshole but love is for pussies.

"I love you, I'll call you later tonight?" She asked. "Um. We will see. Love you, goodnight." I said starting my car. "Oh, Hayes." She called. "Here." She gave me a bag of weed.

"Thanks baby, you're the best." I kissed her goodbye.

I was stressed the fuck out. I needed it.

Why was I stressed? Her. Not Andrea. I don't stress on her. I only stress on her if her dad is out of town and I have nothing to smoke.

Blair Luna.

Her.

She was my ex. From 7th to the beginning of 9th. I'm a sophomore. I know what you are thinking. Why am I stressing on an old girlfriend? Like come on.

I loved her. Man, did I ever.

She moved freshman year. To some place in fucking New York.

I'm in California.

So why am I stressing on her? She's across country. She's a girlfriend from last year.

She's coming back.

Tomorrow.

She was my first everything. And I mean everything.

Ever since she left, nothing has been the same. Girls threw themselves at me. I turned into some kind of sex object.

No.

I haven't had sex since she left.

Yeah I get blow jobs but that's it.

She gave the best ones. Like fuck.

I wondered what she looked like. The last time I saw her she was still short. Had short brown hair, braces, bushy eyebrows, and was a little chubby. She wore no makeup and she had bags under eyes. Everyday.

She would cry and never sleep. I would sleep with her, I had to. That was the only way she could get some rest. Her parents loved me, so there was no problem.

She was beautiful. From those big bushy black eyebrows, to her chubby cheeks.

I was inlove with her.

I still am. Well I don't know.

Well.

AFTER SMOKING

I get home and go to sleep. Before I sleep, I glance at the framed photo of Blair and I. I always keep it hidden. I don't want anyone to know I was hung up on some girl that I dated a while back.

Truth is.

I am. I'm hung up on her.

I bring out the photo to see her bright smile.

I fall asleep, not knowing what tomorrow will bring.

6 AM

My alarm clock rings. School starts at 8. But I always do my morning jog and work out. I did it with Blair, but she would always just sleep in my bed while I was exercising.

That's why I have a good body.

I go to the canal and run along the sides, like always.

I see a girl running, nice body too.