I Need You (Hayes Grier)

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HAYES' POV

Thank god it's the weekend. I couldn't bare to look at Mike and her kissing, holding hands, and all the things she used to do with me.

While I lay in bed and think of her, I hear my mom scream.

I run downstairs and she's almost crying hugging someone.

Blair.

My mom loved her so much, she was bummed when she left. She said Blair was good for me.

She was.

"What's wrong?" I ask worried.

"Blair is back, and look how much she's grown." She says putting her hands over her mouth.

"She's very beautiful, that's never gonna change. Grown or not." I say.

She smiles and says, "Aww, you."

"Aren't you excited to see her?" My mom asks confused.

"We saw each other at school yesterday." I say. The dullness in my eyes, showed.

"Well, are you two still lovers." She says laughing.

"She has someone else." I say immediately. You can hear the hurt in my voice.

My mom's smile turned into an awkward one.

"Well-" I interrupt my mom.

"Will you please excuse us?" I ask. My mom nods and I take Blair upstairs with me.

"I can't do this anymore, I-" She interrupted me.

She pushed me against the wall.

"Shh baby." She whispered.

She kissed me. I swear I saw fireworks.

That's the feeling I've been waiting for, for 2 years.

She lowers herself and gives me a blow job. I moan quietly.

"I missed you and us." She said getting up, heading to my bathroom to wipe off her face. Which I came all over.

I took a deep breath and licked my lips.

"I did too babygirl," I fainted.

I hear "Hayes! Hayes!"

I was woken up by Blair shaking me. "Hayes!"

It was a daydream I was in. I swear it was real but I guess it wasn't.

"You can't do what anymore?" She asked.

I can't believe I was dreaming that whole time. I thought the kiss was real.

Fuck.

"I can't be friends with you. I can't pretend that my feelings for you are gone!" I yell, tears running down my face.

"I'm sorry. But I'm with Mike. I love him. And I thought we told each other to move on." She says raising her voice.

"Have you had sex with him?" I ask. You can hear and see how serious I was.

"Hayes," she begins. "No. Did you or not?" I yell.

She nods and starts crying. "I'm sorry, but it was once I swear!" She cries, trying to grab hold of me.

"I haven't had sex since you left." I say flat.

She lets go.

"You haven't?" She asks quietly.

"I haven't." I tried to lower my voice.

"I haven't either." She blurts.

"What? What do you mean?" I turn around.