I Need You (Hayes Grier)

8

Hayes

I wake up to her playing with my hair.

"I missed this." She says.

"Then be with me." I bluntly state.

"Hayes I just can't." She says sitting up.

"Why not?" I sit up.

"I just got out of a relationship and I don't know if I can trust you Hayes." She's standing up now.

"He fucking hurt you Blair! And why can't you trust me?" I'm standing now, yelling.

"I still loved him! And Hayes get serious. You've turned into a "ladies man." Girls just throw themselves at you. You think I want that as a boyfriend?" She fires back.

"I'd change for you and you know that. Don't act like you don't." I say getting closer to her.

"I know you would. But now I don't know." She says backing away.

"I still fucking love you! You can t just come here and act like you want me back if you never wanted to in the first place." I yell.

"I'm sorry Hayes.. I can't do this." She says crying, running out of my room.

I chase after her.

I grab her by putting my arms around her.

"Get off me! Leave me alone!" She yells trying to escape my grip.

I calm her down.

"It's okay baby, it's okay." I repeat into her hair as I rock her back in forth.

"Blair I know you can't do this. But can I atleast try to win you back?" I beg.

"You already have me. I just need some time and I need you to prove to me that I can trust you." She says turning to face me.

"For sure baby. I promise." I stick out my pinky.

We pinky promise.

"You'll be my girl again. I promise you that." I say as she falls asleep in my arms.

After the two naps, it's 8 PM.

I wake up and she's gone.

She left a note

Hayes,

I'm sorry I just can't do this. I love you so much but being in a relationship right now isn't what I want or need. Please just give me some space. I promise I'll talk to you when the time is right.

Love,

B

My heart stings.

I thought everything was fine.

I thought I could've somehow made everything better.

How dare she leave? I am so mad yet so depressed she left.

I don't want to go back to my ways again.

I run up to my room and find my vodka in my drawer.

Fucking Blair.

That bitch.

That beautiful bitch.

My beautiful girl.

No, fuck her Hayes.

She's the one that did this to you.

I grab my keys and leave.

But before I did I looked out the window and saw her fast asleep.

How dare she sleep like a baby while I'm fucking depressed over her ass.

I drive 30 minutes away from my house.

On a hill where the sun hits just right.

It's setting now.

It's 8:39 PM.

The moon is almost out.

I chug the vodka letting it sting my throat.

I roll up a blunt and get as high as I can.

I sit in the back of my trunk thinking how did this go so wrong.

Giving up is what I want to do.

But fuck that.

Hayes Grier is no quitter.

She wants a changed man?

She'll get one.

I'll fucking make her want me.

And when the time is right, I'll get her back.

I take another sip of vodka and fall asleep in the back of my Range Rover.

Hey I hoped you liked it? Did it throw you off? It was kind of supposed to lmao..

- dmc ♥️