Secrets

Whatever

Yes I know, I'm stuck in the middle of a love triangle. Do I choose Tyler? We used to have so much chemistry and I believe that we could still have chemistry. I never really put my whole trust in him, although I've never really put my whole trust in anyone since my father. My father used to be a big part of my life until I found out who he really was and what he was capable of. He is an awful man that took mum and I for granted.

He used to be caring and sweet, always came home with a smile on his face. He would shower my mum in kisses and hugs, he would lift me up in the air and tickle me. He brought us so much joy and laughter. That all changed a few years ago. It was right before I moved away from here. everyone that knows me thinks I left because of bullying, it was a pretty easy thing to fool people into thinking, I didn't even get bullied that much but after the toilets everyone believed that I got bullied full on. Dad was in trouble. In big trouble, he got caught up with the wrong people and they threatened to come after mum and I if he didn't do what they wanted him to. They wanted him to work with them and kill people for a living. He didn't want to but he did, he told mum and I to leave for a bit and he would come find us when everything was okay again. We left and for the first year and a Hal he would message mum and tell her how everything was going until one day he just stopped. He cut all communication and we messaged him for months waiting for replies but we never got one until last year. He had messaged saying that he found a new wife and he had a child. Mum was devastated. She cried for months on end. Eventually she just stopped and I had the idea of moving back. I was hoping that maybe once he saw us he would remember how much he loved us and he would come back. We got back and went to the city that he was living in. Mum stayed in the apartment we rented and I went for a walk to see the area. I was walking around the mall and all of a sudden I saw him. He wasn't smiling. He looked awful. I went to walk over to him but before I could he started to smile and he lit up as a leggy brunette ran over to him and kissed him. I couldn't believe it. I was broken hearted and disgusted all at the same time. The girl looked my age. I followed them around for a bit until she kissed him and then walked away, I pondered following her but I stuck with staying by him. He kept looking all around him but I'm good at sticking in the shadows and walking around unseen. He walked outside of the mall and to the park, I kept watching him from a distance. He walked towards this group of people and put his arms around this one blonde lady. I didn't know what to think. I walked closer and I could hear them. They were talking about a baby on the way. I was stupid enough to get too close and then one man in the group notice me watching, he nudged my dad and motioned over to me. As soon as dad saw me he froze, the day in his arms noticed this and started whispering in his ear and then looked into my eyes. I started to walk away when I heard him yell wait. I stopped and turned around, he came over with the blond lady and introduced her, when she asked who I was he told her that he taught me a couple of years back and I couldn't believe it. I made up an excuse of having to go and I rushed away as fast as possible. I told mum that we had to move and here we are. Back to where we started. Although I have t say a lot has changed. I'm a completely different person. I am never going to tell anyone the truth about why I moved and I will never let anybody close enough to me to find out.