My Prankster ONEW [discontinued]

Chapter 18- Not This

Chapter 18- Not This

A/N: Yet....another heartbreaking chapter....I'm truly sorry if this is not what you guys expect but trust me, this is preparing for Eunjung and Onew's reunion. I got everything planned out and they'll be back together, living at the house in the country again.

EUNJUNG POV

After the wedding, every guest leaves the hall and what's left is for us, the people who planned the whole thing to try and clean as many things up as possible before the janitors come in.

Since Wooyong is busy cleaning with our parents and Jonghyun's parents, I'm left alone in this makeup room to look at myself in the mirror.

I don't know what will happen next, I really have no idea since everything happened so quick and I haven't had the time to think of anything. I didn't expect to be owned so quick....I was still a girl yesterday...but today, I'm a wife to some bastard I don't even want to be with.

Life is so short. Like Wooyong said, I won't try to kill myself like I did before the wedding......I'll have to be strong even though I know it's too late for me and Onew to get back together. Father will never let me go now that I'm Jonghyun's wife.....things just got more complicated.

I don't know how to live anymore. What am I suppose to do now? Take care of Jonghyun? Not likely, live happy? No, there is no more happiness in me, pretend to love Jonghyun? Never, I hate him. He's the most unwanted thing in my life, why would I want to resolve our conflicts and make everything better when he's the one who did it all just to make me and Onew suffer.

He doesn't deserve to be in this world anymore, watch me in the future, someday, I'll really kill him just for the heck of it if he gets on my nerves. Maybe being put in jail for killing your husband is wrong, but to me, if I don't like the husband, I'm sure it'll be just fine.

"Eunjung..."

I immediately feel disgusted by that voice, that stupid voice. Doesn't he know to have his own independent time and fucking leave me alone?, it doesn't matter what position we're standing on, nothing's changed. It's still that disgusting stupid feeling.

Yes, we use to feel happy, proud and great around each other, days seem to slow as we had our fun, of coarse.......those days are long gone and what replaced them were hate. I don't know what's going on in Jonghyun's head, is he just stupid? I don't care if he says he loves me a million times, I won't love him back.

Jonghyun shows up behind me and I can see his reflection in the mirror. He placed his hand on my shoulder and smiles but I sent him a glare. I quickly shrug his hand off and stood up, walking away from him. "Don't fucking touch me!"

"Why? We're married......there's no law saying a husband can't touch his wife.." He smirked, rubbing his hands together.

That made me burn. It doesn't matter, there's no love, no emotions and definitely no communication between us, what makes Jonghyun think he can touch me just because we were married by others?

"I don't care Jonghyun, just don't touch me and we won't have a problem" I growl.

"There will be no problem coming from you because I'm the husband of our household, I'm am stronger than you in which I'll make sure you know that you can't do anything to me" he said calmly, making me boil even more.

I don't care about positions in this, he won't be able to deny when I'm all beaten up and I blame him. Now, who'll be in trouble. Sometimes, being weaker always has it's awesomeness. The relatives will stick by my side and he'll be disrespected forever.

"Eunjung, lets just make this better, stop hating me and love me back, I promise to take care of you, make sure you never get a cold, I'll give you anything you want, just please accept me" he said, walking closer to me.