My Prankster ONEW [discontinued]

Chapter 19- Giving up

Chapter 19- Giving up

ONEW POV

It's painful, very painful and there is no way to express it except bottle it up and feel sad inside. Eunjung is finally gone and she's with Jonghyun now. This is probably what I get for always pranking her in the first place, it's karma coming to get me back, it really is.

I'm sure this whole point of me falling in love with Eunjung is just a set up for my pain now. I must have done a lot of bad things in the past life, that's why I'm punished for it. Loving Eunjung isn't something I regret, it just hurts to think I'll never have her in my arms.

And Jonghyun, I never thought we'd end up like this, such haters. He was like a younger bro to me, we were great friends, but I guess the only thing that made him turn so bad is because of Eunjung. Love can make a person change so much, can it?

I didn't change for the matter of fact, of coarse I did become more serious with Eunjung but, not that much. Jonghyun, he's totally different from years ago. Is this even him? How can he go through so much just to take Eunjung from me? Calling the police, marrying her, searching for her and forcing her into this damn marriage? How can he do all that?

But I don't think I'd be happy either if someone took the person I've liked for years away from me. I'm sure Jonghyun loved Eunjung way before me that's why he did all this, he just didn't have the time to tell Eunjung before I slept with her. Sleeping with Eunjung might be my biggest mistake but I don't regret it.

To this point on, I don't know what to do. Eunjung definitely isn't an option anymore, I love her, and I wish we can be together but, shes owned by Jonghyun now. I'm sure Mr&Mrs. Kim wont let me near Eunjung again, should I find others to replace her? My love for her is bigger than this world, bigger than anything, I know no one can replace her. I'll have to try hard and forget about Eunjung.

EUNJUNG POV

It's been 2 month since we got married. I haven't seen Onew at all recently and I don't wish to. I'd hate to see his sad pained face the most. I love him so much and I've hurt him so much, do I even deserve to say I love him?

I haven't lived a day smiling ever since I got married to Jonghyun. It's always depression to deal with his constant skinships which I hate. He acts all cuddly, as if I'm happy he came back from a long journey, as if I've missed him. He forces me Into his stupid hugs and I hate it.

It's actually a good thing that Jonghyun got a job too, that way I hardly see him. Only for the very few minutes he wake up from bed and the last few minutes he returns. But since I usually wake up late, I don't see him at all before he leaves, plus I sleep early on purpose so when he returns, I'm never there to see him.

Come to think of it, I pity him. At the times I do see Jonghyun stressing over his work, he's always massaging his temple, and he's always groaning. But the moment he meets eyes with me, he's smiles brightly and tries to lift up his mood as if he was never stressed in the first place. Does he think I care for him? I know he's stressed so whatever. Get a better wife if he wants care because I'm not for him.

Today is a Sunday so Jonghyun doesn't leave for work, but he's also very ill. He was sent from the hospital and they told me he needs care, he's been stressing out a lot and he's worked his brain to it's limits. Puh-lease, I catch him every Saturday and Sunday plus his days off massaging his head, I've been expecting this very day where he lies sick in bed.

The worst part is we live by ourselves so I end up doing the work of taking care of him. Of coarse I don't do much, just come in- check his temperature, give him his medicines and leave. It's almost lunch and I haven't checked on Jonghyun at all. I'm sure he's hungry and I'll have to make his food. Maybe I should just poison him so he can die and end his misery. Sheesh, such hard work I'm doing here to take care of him.