My Prankster ONEW [discontinued]

Chapter 20- I am a Father

Chapter 20- I am a Father

JONGHYUN POV

I have a feeling I know what is going on with Eunjung, it's just, I need an exact answer first before I start thinking things. I've been very worried about Eunjung because she's been vomiting non stop for the passed few months now. She's been gaining weight though, which I think is fine for someone in her condition but if she's loosing weight, it won't be good.

I quickly pull out my phone and called aunt Min. She's a nurse, and since I'm family, I'm sure she can make it here for me.

"Hello? Jonghyun, what is it?" She answers.

"Oh Aunt Min, Eunjung isn't feeling well, can you come check on her?" I ask, impatiently. I really want to find out now, I want to know if it's true so I'll be happy as ever. "Um...yes, I'm free for today, I'll be right over there in a moment" she said and hung up.

I slip my phone away in my pocket and go back inside to check on Eunjung. She's been very calm around me, and we've been very close too, I can now things a normal husband can do to his wife and I'm happy we've finally became like this. Seeing her smile makes me smile, yet, she's always so sad when I'm not around. She's thinking about something on her own and I can't tell what she's thinking about.

Yes, we greet each other, hug, and kiss but every of those little things Eunjung does to me feels like it's empty. I feel like I've been living with an empty person. I wonder where Eunjung went? How come she's never felt full to me.

"Is Min able to make it?" Eunjung asks and smiles, looking at me with her beautiful eyes. I nod and sat next to the bed then caress her cheeks. "Eunjung, I love you" I said and peck her forehead. All these times we've been together, Eunjung hasn't said once that she loved me back. Every time I said it to her, she's smile and look away, or nod and walk away leaving me hanging. I want to hear her say she loves me back. It makes me feel that Onew is here with her all these times, and it angers me.

Why is it always Onew? Why is everything about Onew? Haven't I made Eunjung mines? Haven't she been happy around me? Shouldn't she love me by now? Everything I do is because I love Eunjung and she should see it. It pains me to live like this.

"Oh...okay" Eunjung smiles and looks away. I sigh, because Eunjung did it again. She looked away from my love, I just told her again I love her yet, she ignores it.

"Eunjung, tell me you love me" I look down at her, hoping she'd say it just for my sake.

"Jonghyun...I....I-I love you........but as a friend" she look deep into my eyes while saying.

My heart sank, it broke into billions of pieces. I haven't thought it'd hurt so much like this just to hear those words.

I plaster a fake smile on my face and nod. "It's okay" I said softly. But the truth, it's not okay. This is all that I can do, smile like it doesn't hurt and pretend everything is alright so everything will be alright.

After a few minutes, Aunt Min made it and I let her in. She has her nurse equipments with her while coming up to the room to check on Eunjung. I hope she tells me what I want to hear.

Since I didn't want to look like a wanderer just standing around while she does business, I walk out the room and downstairs to take my mind off them.

I stayed by myself for about 20 minutes before Aunt Min came down smiling at me. I smiled back too, hoping it's good news she's about to tell me. I wouldn't want any bad need about Eunjung's condition, I'd go crazy worrying. "Jonghyun~ah" she exclaims and hugs me like I'm still just a little boy, like how she use to hug me. "What? What's happening to Eunjung?" I ask excitedly back at her.