My Prankster ONEW [discontinued]

Chapter 10- Happy Birthday

EUNJUNG POV

I got done with lunch an hour early and preserved it in tin foil for later. Having all the food done and ready, I have time to just chile by myself and relax.

"Onew, I'm going out" I shouted to Onew in his room. "Yeah" he shouted back.

Now that Onew knows I'm leaving, I don't have to worry he'll come looking, afraid someone took me. I have a feeling Onew is going to do that, I'm not sure why but the feeling is very positive and it's coming out even if I don't want to think it.

I went to the back door and opened it, stepping out into the sunlight. I could feel the sun's heat rays on my pale skin as I closed the door and walked out, towards the island of forest.

The pasture on the way there was nice and green, kinda glowed in the sun too. It was so rich in his green, the sun glowed on it.

After walking a while, I turned back to look at the house. Now I see that the house was much more beautiful and designed. The roof was a very light color of green and the walls were a milky color. Each window had a golden frame around it, making it shine and sparkle.

Onew really went through a lot to get this place. It looked expensive and good for people to live in. I sigh and turn back around, walking to the forest.

I might see butterflies and rabbits as I walked pass some bushes.

I didn't feel scared at all coming here all alone, I have a feeling Onew will be coming after me any minute because he can't stand me being out this long.

I really don't get myself now. I just turned the guy down and what do I expect from him. I really don't understand what I want. Why not just become something, become boyfriend and girlfriend. ugh. I'm confused. I don't want to accept Onew but I'm expecting him to come after me, I'm expecting for him to keep liking me.

I should really make up my mind and pick one choice to go with. It's like I'm two hearted or something and I hate the idea.

Onew has no idea what he's doing because I can't make up my mind to leave him or just accept him into my heart.

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When I walked into the forest, I can see the other side of the plains and pasture so it wasn't a deep go through, this mean I won't get lost in it if I went into it.

Walking in, I suddenly feel a different vibrate to the world. This place makes me feel peace in a way, it's like it's trying to connect with me.

I found and large whitesh, or a marble of white and gray yet flat rock and sat on it. I crossed my legs and closed my eyes, meditating to be specific.

I've meditating before but it was too noisy with too much people walking and talking around. It's just not a pith quietness to meditate.

It was quite peaceful and I just wanted to keep going. If felt like I stayed there a long time but I didn't feel like wanting to leave.

After a long time, I opened my eyes again and see that it was almost dark out.

It's funny that I stayed there that long without getting hungry..well, I lied. I am kinda hungry. My stomach growled and I got off the rock. I should come here some times and just meditate. My head feels so clean, like it just went through a washing machine. All that trash or unpleasant things just seem to have floated out.

Onew didn't come looking for me though, what happened?

Maybe I expected too much.

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