My Prankster ONEW [discontinued]

Chapter 23- I loved You

Chapter 23- I loved You

ONEW POV

Jonghyun really isn't that bad of a guy after all then, what he said to me, I'm not sure if it's a good thing since Eunjung also loves him. Giving Eunjung back to me isn't really what I want anymore, I see how she smiles around him and I don't want that smile to disappear. I'm not sure if I'm the right one anymore. My confidence is so low, I'm not sure Eunjung still loves me, maybe what she said has nothing to do with her heart.

And the twins, it's Jonghyun's babies, not mines, I can't just take them from him. Yes I'll love them too but, it's his babies, it's weird how he wanted me to take care of them like they're not his. How can a father just give away his kids? That's what upsets me the most in this situation.

I'm not ready yet though, Jonghyun said he'll let Eunjung go after she gives birth, but I'm not ready to have her, I love her a lot and I want her, it's just, I don't feel right. Will Eunjung be happy to come back to me or will she not?

Will she even want to come back, that's the real concern here. Like she said, she doesn't want to just leave Jonghyun so suddenly, and I'm sure she meant it. She won't just come back because Jonghyun said she should.

It's very hard to think of it, I'll wait until that day...if Eunjung doesn't want to come back to me, I'll be just fine seeing her with Jonghyun. It'll hurt, but it'll be fine. As long as seeing her smile, I'm sure I won't regret anything.

EUNJUNG POV

-8 months since the marriage- but -9 months since Eunjung and Onew slept together at the party-

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I woke up with pain in my stomach. It's 7 am right now and my stomach hurts like crazy, I don't understand these sudden feelings. Jonghyun's still asleep but not for long, I shook him hard and woke him up immediately. "Jonghyun, my stomach, it....it hurts" I shut my eyes hard, hoping to relieve the pain.

"It's already 9 months, shoot!" Jonghyun hurried and carried me bridal style down the stairs and out the door to our car. He said it's 9 months but how I count it since our marriage, it's only 8 months. Is he crazy? What the hell, am I giving an early birth? Shit it hurts so bad!!

Jonghyun quickly starts the car and rushed us through the dawn light, towards the hospital. "Eunjung, breath and stay calm" Jonghyun said worriedly and look at me through the rearview mirror. I'm laying down on the back seat right now trying my best to breath but it hurts and my tears are falling out my eyes.

Jonghyun got his phone out and called my parents, then what he did that surprised me the most was call Onew. Why? Onew doesn't need to be there when I'm giving birth, he doesn't need to care for all I know, he shouldn't care at all. Unless this has something to do with him, it's not like I don't want Onew there, but, it's not his business so why should he care?

We reach the hospital and I was carried onto a hospital bed, nurses rushing me in. Jonghyun ran along side, worriedly looking at me and massaging my hand.

I haven't felt this much pain since that one time my toes got accidentally burned, this pain feels so much worse though. I just want to scream my lungs out and punch something very hard, punch until my bones crack. "Jonghyun it hurts.." I squeeze his hand and he nods, squeezing my hand too. Please let this be over with, it's so painful, my whole body feels like it's going to explode.

"Are you the father?" One of the nurse ask Jonghyun before we enter the room. Jonghyun took a few seconds of pause then answered. "No, the father is reaching soon, please go ahead" he gave me a sad expression and I don't understand him. He releases my hand and I pray he hadn't, I need him, he's my husband. I want him in there with me when I give birth to our twins, who is this other guy that'll reach, there is no other.