"do you think we can talk about this?"
"do you think you can stop? i dont love you. i never loved you. despite all i said. i dont love you. i never loved you. i never will love you. got that? now leave me alone." michael shoves me out of the way harshly and got into his car, speeding off.
i stayed on the ground, staring ahead, tears making my vision a blur.
the pavement on the ground scraped my palms from when michael showed my down.
his words echoed in my head.
"i dont love you. i never loved you. i never will love you."
i whispered them, lips grazing the ground.
"you dont love me. you never loved me. you never will love me.."
with that, the tears fell and i sat up.
the rain started and i sat on the ground, crying. it became hard to tell what was my tears and what was the rain.
ive learned the feeling of the love of your life telling you that he doesnt love you hurts more than a physical injury.
the pain burns deeper and it wont easily be gone with pain killers. the pain stays. it settles in and changes you as a person.
