the sight of him holding hands with her made me pass out. thats all i remember. i saw them holding hands and i fainted.
"i dont think you should see her." i heard luke's voice.
"it's okay.." my voice sounded like i hadn't had anything to drink for years.
though, i dont remember the last time i had something to drink.
luke looked at me and sighed, walking out. me and michael were alone in a room again. from the last times i can recall, when we were alone in a room together, he was gonna break my heart.
i do this to myself. heaven knows im miserable now.
"what are you doing?" he spoke furiously.
i couldnt speak, i couldnt look at him.
"look at me."
damn.
"i can't." i said with a shaky voice.
from what i could see of him without looking at him directly, he stepped forward before stopping and scoffing.
"i love you.." i cried softly.
"i dont love you."
with that, he gave me yet another heartbreak and walked out like nothing happened.
the thing about love is...it tears you apart and fucks you up in every way, and thats only if the love is mutual. when the love isn't mutual it feels like being drowned constantly but you don't ever die.
