P Is Silent.

chapter 17

C17: and so it goes.

************** Alexander ***************

I stared at her in shock from the fact that she was here but mostly because she just hit me in the face. She seemed as beautiful as the last time I saw her, although her face was bare, she was still looking like a true princess. My princess.

The moment that thought crossed my mind I felt my anger rising. Here I was in front of the women who took my shattered heart, pieced it all together only to shatter it again. She had planned this, a fool I was for giving it to her, a fool I am that even so she seemed to keep my shattered heart.

I wanted her to pay I wanted to strangle her but my stupid subconscious reminded me how much i wanted to kiss her.

My nose was stinging like a bitch, it was by luck that it did not bleed because dare I say it she hit like a boxer rather than a princess.

I could feel my anger rising minute by minute and when I opened my mouth to speak- more like shout- she had done the one thing I did not find the hiding place I hide my balls at, Because Lord knows I needed them to do such.

She had pulled me into a- zoo stampede in my stomach - kiss. The moment I had waited for for almost two weeks was happening and I couldn't believe it. She pulled away only to slap me hard on my cheek. Damn this woman,was she in a habit to bring harm onto my face.

I watched her face change to that of anger then worry only to turn back to anger again. "You moron, what is the matter with you..." she shouted then started to pace around.

"You...." I tried to speak but she wouldn't let me. "How can you think of such, heck how can you just up and go, was I supposed to talk to the ancestors? Ask them to tell me how you feel? You are such a ......argggh i don't even know how i fell in love with you. I mean how can you think me and Ben... he likes my sister for goodness's sake." By now she was pacing and shouting at the same time.

I wanted to throw her out, I really did I had it all planned, I was going to drag her pretty behind kicking and screaming- ok maybe that wasn't exactly a bullet proof plan seeing the two men in black behind her- hold that thought." Could you please leave us for a moment? " I asked the two men who looked hesitant before walking away and disappearing from site. Now where was I ... yes. I wanted to drag her out if need be put an electric fence around my house to keep her away from me as possible. But the moment my mind registered what she had said, my thoughts came to a halt.

"Wait .... you said what?" I asked her, she stopped her pacing. "There is nothing going on between Ben and I swear." She told me,  but I didn't want to know about Ben I wanted to know something else I was going to correct her when she beat me to it.

"Look, before this turns even cliche than it is , I have to tell you this. I took an eight hour flight to get here, In my pj's at that. I wanted to punch your face so hard that you wouldn't feel it for a few days, but I can't do that because I still want to see your face. I don't know why on Earth you would rip my heart out and carry it all the way here. Seriously Grey what is your problem,  I wore dresses,  tolerated heels and got pulled right left and centre because I though. ....I thought that if I turned into a real princess per say you would like me back. I love you damn it." She shouted.

Honestly I hadn't noticed her attire until she mentioned it. The site was one to see if I must see. I had stared at her blinked a few times to see if she really was there telling me that she loved me. I had wanted this but when it did come I felt frozen. What was I supposed to say or do? I stood there and looked at her eyes, she frowned before she threw her hands up." Did you hear what I just said?" She asked and still I gave no replay.

A lot of things where happening I felt as it my brain was over thinking, 'she would leave you' my conscious had told me,  honestly I expected her to either laugh and tell me she was joking or to eventually realize that she was out of her mind to love me and leave.

" You know what, I'm not gonna be one of those bitches who will walk away after confessing their love, I can see it in your eyes Grey, this isn't a Disney fairytale, if need be then I will be your princess on a horse, I will save you from all of it. I will fight, I will even wait for you in my pj's if that's what you want, but I promise you I won't leave unless you tell me to, well even if you asked me too, I will still need to think it thrice before leaving."

She turned to head out of the room, it was then that I felt like a bucket full of ice was being dropped in my pants. My hand had moved to her shoulders to stop her. "I.... I.. I'm afraid Vero, if you leave me I would...." she turned so fast and pulled me into a bone crushing hug and for the first time in a long time-maybe never- I felt at peace and at that moment I wanted her to keep it, I wanted her to mend it and when it was healthy and beating I wanted her to have it. I was giving her the one thing I guarded the most

My heart.