Trying I Swear

T H R E E

*PHIL'S POV*

I am going to Dan's tomorrow. He invited me. But he promised that he would film a video and start a YouTube channel. This is the most nervous I have ever been in my entire life. I am meeting someone in real live who actually likes me. Sure he is a few years younger than me, but HE wanted to meet ME. It is so crazy. I don't know what to wear. Ugh. 

I packed my bag, and I left for the train station. Fuck I have never been this nervous in my life. It is going to be so awkward. We are both so anti-social. What are we going to do. I can't stop smiling but all I can hear is my heart. I am so scared. I can do this. 

AHHH I'M HERE. Okay, time to gather myself. I'll just text Dan and see if he can come pick me up. okay, its going to be okay Phil, you will be okay. Fuck, I am sending myself into a panic attack. I ran into the bathroom and into a stall and I started crying. I felt the tears fall down my face and my heartbeat and breathing start speeding up. I'm so scared. Okay, I'll text Dan, it will all be okay. 

*TEXT MESSAGES*

Phil: Hey Dan, I'm at the train station, will you come pick me up??

sent: 12:00

read: 12:01

Dan: Sure, where are you? I'll be right there.

sent: 12:01

read: 12:01

Phil: Umm, long story, I will explain when you get here. I am in a stall in the men's toilet. Please hurry.

sent: 12:02

read: 12:02

Dan: Okay? Are you okay? I will be there in 5. 

sent: 12:03

read: 12:03

*PHIL'S POV*

Okay Phil, Dan is coming to get you, you are going to be okay. I promise. Deep breath in, deep breath out. Okay. Its okay. 

A/N:

Hey guys! I hope you are enjoying the story so far, its about to get good. You are in for quite the treat... Anyway, if you have any suggestions please comment. Also, vote and follow, because it raises my self-esteem. :) 

P.S. This is my third update today because I just want to get the story line planed out and then I will turn to a regular schedule. I hope you guys are liking the story so far! Let me know what you think.