Trying I Swear

E I G H T

*PHIL'S POV*
Dan is coming tonight instead of this weekend. Something happened at home. I am so worried about him. I love him to much to watch him go through this. Fuck.
I went to the train station to pick Dan up. When he got there, he looked like shit. He was. Bleeding, he looked tired, and he couldn't walk straight. I hust hope he wasn't drinking. But he was also crying.
I ran up to him, and took him into my arms. I walked him back to my car.
"Whats wrong Dan?"
"I'm not ready to talk about it. Will you just hold me?"
Of course I wasn't just going to leave him there. I took Dan into my arms and I felt him shake with each sob. He was really hurting. I made him look at me.
"I love you Dan. Not just in a friend way. I love you. I want to protect you. I want you to love me back."
"I love you too Phil. Like in more than a friend way. I want you to continue holding me. I want you by my side for the rest of time. I love you." Dan replied, tears filling his eyes once again. I put his head back in my shoulder and i kissed the top of his head.
"I'm never letting go".

I drive back to my house, Dan fell asleep within 5 minutes of driving. I love him. I couldn't help but to notice the simple things about hime as he slept.

His eyes flutter as he shifts his position while sleeping.

His hands shake ever so slightly if they're above his legs.
His breathing is never at a constant pace.
He is smiling.  A true smile. Not a fake ass plastered on smile. A reals smile.
He is beautiful. 

The next morning I wake up before Dan so I go downstairs and make breakfast- eggs, toast, coffee, and orange juice. While I'm making him breakfast, he sneaks up behind me and wraps his hands around my waist and rests his head on my shoulder. I get butterflies in my stomach when he touches me. 

"Good morning sunshine" I say to him.

"Good morning"

I look up into his caramel eyes and place a kiss on his forehead.

"You missed" he says to me and gives me a kiss on the lips. The first time we've kissed on the lips. Woah, talk about butterflies. 

"I love you"

"I love you more"

We sit down for breakfast and as I am eating I catch him looking at me.

"What?" I ask

"You are the most gorgeous man I have ever met. I love you so much Phil Lester. You are so amazing."

I just smile and blush. 

"I love you too Dan Howell."

A/N: Hey guys!!!! Schedule time!!!! So, since I am in high school, it is going to be hard to write enough to upload more than twice a week. I'm thinking every Monday and Friday. I am so happy that this story is going where it is going. If you like it and are reading this make sure to vote, comment, and follow- it raises my self-esteem! Yay! Have a good day/afternoon/night! I love you all!