// Viktuuri// one shots(Will Take Requests)// Viktor x Yuri// Yuri!!!On ice

⛸goodnight, my love⛸

Yuri's PoV

I love Viktor, I love him more than he knows... And that is why I have to let him go...
Viktor's expression as he watched the Grand Prix finals, broke me a little, he looked forlorn, longing to get back on the ice once again. And I am the one holding him back.
To think a dime-in-a-dozen skater, like me could stop the Viktor Nikiforov. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
I wanna die when I look at his envious face, I feel like I am the one who is stopping him, from doing what he wants in life.
I climb out of the bed we share and begin to go downstairs to the living room. I like the living room, nobody uses it, so I get quite a bit of alone time. I run to the couch that has a blanket already layed out for me, courtesy of Viktor, and curl myself into a ball underneath it's warmth.
Tears stream from my eyes, as I cry away my feelings, it's not as if I'd be able to sleep properly with something like this on my mind.
I cry and cry into the blanket, Viktor bought it for me in Russia, I've treasured it ever since, I always will.
A soft hand brushes over my limp body through the blanket. I always hiccup when I cry, so the atmosphere was far from awkward.
I begin to emerge from my blanket, as Viktor runs his hand through the hair he's been growing out. When I'm completely out of my blanket Viktor curls his arm around my waist
'Baby, what's up?' He genuinely asks, not getting a reply he tries again 'Come on, tell daddy what's wrong...' in a very seductive tone, nibbling on Yuri's ear.
'I already have a dad sempai, and I don't need another,' Yuri replied, giggling through his tears and puffy face.
'Seriously though,' Viktor says kissing Yuri's forehead and snuggling into his  hair.
'Let's...let's stop..' he says with a lot of hesitation.
'Yuri...' Viktor is confused by Yuri's sudden words
'I'm holding you back!' He shouts, tears leaving a slight sheen on his skin
'I am the one who took a break, yes it was for you, but you aren't stopping me. I wanted to stop. It was my decision.' Viktor says, kissing Yuri's soft lips as they both cried
'Don't scare me like that,' Viktor says 'you silly katsudon,' he says smiling, burying get his face in Yuri's chest. Yuri wraps his arms around Viktor's waist, kissing the top of his head, whilst falling into into unconsciousness...
'Goodnight,my love,' Viktor whispers into the darkness...