Stuck inside my brain,
There's no way to escape.
Agony and suffering come back,
And even when I'm in the best place,
My brain decides to run another lap.
Bones penetrate their home,
Stomach feels empty and alone.
Legs shake, muscles shrink.
My little mind is unable to think.
I push it away as if I can't even see,
What's inside of my brain, eating me away?
I'm all alone in a white room,
No visits or people, just rising doom.
Cold ice slides down my neck,
Hands press onto my chest, like a finger on a guitar fret.
Countless battles won and lost,
I'm losing this one,
And I fear the cost.
Concerned family and friends,
Intimate relationships start to bend.
Challenge starts to rise up my throat,
But I cut it off, just like a knife cuts rope.
I'm losing the battle as everyone can see,
It's a shame they never got to see the real me.
As I start to fade away into a deep abyss,
Open your eyes, lift your heads, and make a different wish.
