Wanting The Popular Guy

Awkward

When we went back to school on Monday we didn't really talk. It was just a simple hi and bye. When he said hi to me I turned around to look at him. I looked in to his eyes and I could tell something was wrong.

I automatically thought he was sad about what happened or confused about what to do. I know he likes me, and he knows I like him but no he's to "popular" for me.

I've tried talking to him about it but he never answered me back. I'm not trying to get at him, I'm trying to find out about how he feels about what happened.

I don't know what to think, do, say anymore.

One moment everything is fine then the next something is wrong. Sometimes I think I love him but then I think again. Does he even care about me? Does he even slightly love me?

Personally I think he cares but doesn't love me.

Well, sometimes the people you want most in your life are the people you are better without. I really do not know what it is about him that I like so much but to me he's perfect. Even though I don't know his full personality, he shows me the side of him he wants me to see. And for as far as that goes I love his personality... I love him.