I'm NOT Happy!

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Warning: Before you guys start reading this, lemme just tell you, that there is nothing to read so Back off... This is an empty rant. 😈





















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I'm not happy, seriously, not happy at all... I can smile laugh or do that shit all the time but that is just forced. I don't want to smile or laugh, I have done enough in this world, I've seen enough. I think I should just die now.

I seriously want to die, I don't want to feel anything anymore, I just want to be numb, numb to every feeling. I want to die, just simply die, it won't effect anyone. It never did, it never can, it never will... People forget dead people with time... & why would they remember them? They are just dead,  right?

Remind me to talk about dead people sometime again...

So... I was saying that.... Idek what I'm saying, I'm just rambling like that, inwardly I'm broken, lost, getting mad at myself. No hope left now, there is no hope except this one that I just really hope Allah hear me this time & call for my soul soon.. I really hope so.

P.S: I'm Dead... 😢

P.p.s: I know that cover is highly irrelevant to my rant, no need to temme that. 😈

-Fatima.

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