Random Wonderments!

I don't know what to say....

Hola! Greetings! & whatever!

I don't know what to say more, no I really don't know.... Believe me!!

I know I use this dialogue a lot but that's one of those weird and true facts about me that maybe you don't know..... 

The problem is...... I always think a lot of things, a lot, a lot, a lot of things..... but when it comes to writing my thoughts somewhere, I always find myself blank, don't know why this happens and what the fuck is my problem, but I do that a lot and always regret, 'cause I want to write, write things, which are in my mind, which just ...... irritate me or depress me... or sometimes, some things which I know no one even can answer me....... I think a lot of weird things.... Like I always have one weird question ready for every part... Yes, I have it for today too but just wait, I'll share it in the end or maybe in the next part. First, let me talk. xD

I want to say something to my friend, no she is not my friend, I don't consider her my friend y'know why? Actually I don't even know why... No, I think I know why but I just don't know how to write it here...

Let's imagine, you are someone's friend, imagine that someone's name as 'Dog', then a new person who were that Dog's old friend, came to you and suddenly started talking to you, imagine that person's name as 'Bitch'. Then suddenly you've been added to this imaginary group of friends and you(who were only Dog's friend). Now you are everyone's friend. The things were going good, everything was good between all of them, until........ 

One day, that Bitch started acting as if she likes Dog, she started acting like 'Aww I don't know if he likes me or not', you were so shocked you didn't know what to do. Then this Bitch thought to discuss about Dog publicly. She knew he could read those things, she knew and she intentionally did that and after that you can imagine what could have happened..... Yes, she succeeded in spoiling your relationship with Dog..... Yayyy!! 

& y'know why she did that cause she was a..... Yes, bitch!! 

In the end, you ended up being no one's friend. Now there is no Dog 'cause after that incident he left their lives... & now there is no Bitch... 'cause I don't want to be her friend anymore... I'm done with this acting of a so called 'nice friend'... I'm no nice person, no nice friend. You spoiled our relationship, you are one to be blamed.. 

No, you can't change my mind now, I had been carrying this burden since so long, thanks to this book that I could write it here..... Now just one thing more...

To Bitch,

I never shared with you my thoughts but now you know who you are, if you are still having problems in recognizing yourself then ...... just ..... fuck off.

Regards,

#YourNightmare

-Fatima

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P.S: I wasn't in the mood to add quote or any picture, so ..... :P