Better With U (Big Time Camp Sequel) // Big Time Rush

CHAPTER 33

Chapter 33:

~ Kelsi’s POV ~

It's been three days since we go back home and three days away from twitter. Kelly advised me not to but I can’t take this anymore, twitter is like a friend to me since Katie told me about it. I do a daily tweets and stuffs.

I check my twitter and saw a lot of hate-mails address to me, there were also a sweet tweet but most of them are hate.

But one of the tweet makes me smile he never did this before.

@jamesmaslow: Hey babe, I miss you. Don’t worry, I believe you the most. I love you.

I'm now relieved and assured that he's not mad at me now.

We didn’t even contact the boys since we left as what Gustavo ordered.

I scan my mention and this caught my attention.

@zaynmalik: Hope you're not making it a big deal. I'm just being friendly to you. Nothing else.

Wait, my heart beats slowly and slowly. What did he say? I'm confused now. I thought he's a gentleman guy who's taking good care of a girl’s heart.

Why am I feeling this? I feel like torn. But, why? Zayn is a friend of mine, one of my special friends.

He makes me feel special too and the issues going around are big deal. I think the gossips are real, I'm two-timing James.

I was about to reply to Zayn when my door opens.

"Hey Kels." Katie greeted.

"Oh, hey guys." I greeted back.

"What are you up to now?" Mitchie asks.

"Nothing just-"

I didn’t finish my words when Katie snatches my phone.

"Are you on twitter?" She says.

"No. Yes." I tried to deny but I couldn’t.

"Gustavo told us to lay down on that, right?" Mitchie told me.

I nod, pouting.

"Wait there. So you and Zayn are really sending tweets with each other?" Katie asks, still scanning my phone.

I nod again.

"So, it is true that you're two timing James?" Mitchie yelled.

"No. That's not it. I mean I love James and I couldn’t do that to him but Zayn is also the one who also makes me smile." I explain.

"Do you like Zayn?" Katie asks in a serious tone, setting my phone down.

I look at her eyes and I couldn’t speak. I don’t know what to say. I couldn’t say a single word.

"That means yes." Mitchie says.

"If Caitlyn is here I swear she'll scold you with it." Katie told me.

"But it’s not my fault. I don’t know. First time of feeling this way. It's complicated." I deeply sigh.

We talk about my issue and give advices. I swear I hate feeling this way, it's really complicated.

And I don’t know what to do.

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~ Caitlyn’s POV ~

Three days away from them and also from my best friend. I realize that the tour is supposed to be our time being together but instead doing what we want.

I decided not to communicate with them too so I can have myself to think.

Liam always sends me some sweet texts but I'm not replying.

I feel guilty but it’s the right time to do though.

My phone repeatedly rings. I took a peek and its Mitchie calling. I ignore and lay back on my bed.

This is stressful. I never thought that being in love is like this. I never felt this in my entire life.

The one who I feel want to miss me is Carlos but no call or single text from him.

James told me that Carlos likes me too but I never ever felt that. Why?

And one thing, James and I are still not good. I leave the tour without even saying a word to him.