Love seems all too fantastical to me
It's something I've always read about in stories or seen in movies, so real is something it could never be
It's hard to imagine someone ever loving you
At least for me it is; it's something new
Romantic or not, love is something I have a hard time receiving
I give a lot of love, that's for sure
But when someone tells me they love me, I find my self not believing
As much as I adore and love my friends,
I can't help but wonder if their affection is pretend
It's alright though
I'm content with just loving, ya know?
As easy as it is for me to love something, it's so hard for me to say it
I won't say it too soon, and if I try the words just don't seem to fit
Love is something I've always observed
Eyes settling on intimate reactions and appearing reserved
That is something I'm happy with
Watching and giving,
To me, receiving is a myth
