PAVEMENT | styles

v.

my eyes felt crusted together, but they eventually opened. time had passed, because the sun was longer hanging in the sky. the moon was, shining its pale light through the apartment window. my mouth was bound shut by a sheet tied around. i struggled under someones grasp, but realized i was tied to a wooden chair. i wriggled, causing the chair to rub against the hardwood. a sound was made. 

"oh! you're awake!" i heard her voice sound through the apartment. she ventured out of my bedroom and smiled.

"how was your rest?" she asked, removing the sheet from my mouth.

"let me go! what are you, crazy?" i remarked. she me a well? face, crossing her arms.

"some people have said that, but i don't think so." she got close to me and looked me in the eyes. her eyes were a soft green color. i would've told her she was pretty, honestly, but she stuck a knife near my throat. "do you think i'm crazy?"

i gulped. 

"choose your words wisely, big boy." she said, inching the knife closer. i was beginning to sweat.

"no. not at all." i forced the words, even though i knew they were all lies. she smiled, and removed the knife from my neck. i sighed.

"good! i'm glad you think so." she stood up straight, directly in front of me. "now, let's get to what i've been waiting to do ever since i saw you."

"what's that?" i asked, fear in my voice. if she was about to do what i thought she was going to do...

"oh, trust me. you'll enjoy it." and then, she removed her t shirt. her bra was pink and bloody.

"NO!" i panicked. she laughed that creepy laugh.

"there's nothing to worry about," she climbed on my lap. i struggled under the ties to the chair. "just relax." she finished.

she pressed her lips to mine. the kiss was forced. it wasn't sensual at all. her lips were rough against mine, and i could feel her slip her tongue past my teeth. 

"mmm!" i exclaimed through the kiss. she broke away, holding my head in her hands.

"what? don't you like it?" she asked. i noticed how serious she became, like she would be depressed if i didn't.

"no." i whispered, shaking my head as if i was trying to forget something. she replaced her look of sadness with a look of fury.

i felt something cold and sharp poke right where my heart is. she kept her eyes focused on mine. "you like it. don't lie. don't you?" she asked, poking the sharp object into my chest a little harder. 

i was forgetting to breathe. i was sure the thing she was poking in me was a knife that she had earlier. i didn't want to die. at least not like this. i fought back the two words that were trying to escape my mouth, but they finally did.

"i do." i responded. she smiled a malicious smile.

"good. now where were we?" she asked, and began to kiss me again.

there was no backing out now.

not unless i wanted to die.

OK HI

my mom told me the internet might be off either tomorrow or saturday so idk if i'll be able to update, but i'll update tomorrow regardless.

but anyway, hope you liked the chapter.

ilysm xx