A Death, A Regret and A Baby...

Chapter 1 ~ Nightmares.

"NOOO!!! NO SOPHIE DON'T DO IT!! SOPHIE, I BEG YOU!!!" I screamed, growing louder and louder with every word. I walked towards her, trying to grab the gun out of her hand.

"I am so sorry Aspyn. Please believe me when I say I have no other choice" Sophie said, the remorse growing in her voice.

"Sophie remember all of our plans, we are going off to travel the world in 10 more months. I need you to say strong. I know that you and your dad are having some problems righ- "Sophie cut me off. The gun placed on her left temple, I daren't move.

"Problems, Problems... HE HIT ME ASH!!! HE HIT ME. HE HIT HIS OWN DAUGHTER" Sophie started screaming, trembling with the gun in her left hand.

"I know Sophie and I am sorry, I really am. I promise it won't happen again. Come stay with me this weekend. Stay for as long as you want. Mum won't mind, she adores you, I adore you. We all love you Sophie. You are my best friend forever till the end. Please just don't do this. Don't kill yourself." I said my voice cracking and tears streaming down my face as I said each word, walking closer to try and comfort her.

"No Aspyn, No I am so sorry that I have to leave you but it's all too much. I can't keep going, mum dying, dad hitting me, Syd cheating on me. No, I can't it all hurts too much. I would rather die than wake up another day feeling like this. But promise me one thing Aspyn!! - Sophie walking back into the wall in her room- Promise me that you will move on and be happy, you will still achieve all your goals, you will do everything that we planned on doing together. I LOVE YOU PRINCESS NEVER FORGET THAT. I will be in a happier place now. I will fly with the stars in the sky, flow with the wind." Sophie said more fragile and soft.

But before I could say anymore then gun went off and so did she.

BANG!!

I woke with a jolt, once again it was just a nightmare. I have been having them every night since that day. That one scene replaying over and over again every time I closed my eyes.

I remember the remorse in the voice, her voice cracking with every word spoken, her on the verge of tears. I remember the gun going off and Sophie falling to the ground, my best friend collapsing into a heap, blood and brains blown everywhere. It was like a scene from a horror movie. I look at the time on my phone 2:47 am. I am exhausted the nightmares really take a lot out of me.

I get up out of bed turn the light on and go down stairs to grab a drink of milk. I sit down slowly drinking my milk, thinking, remembering, crying. I scream, yell and cry but nothing can cure me of what has happened. Nothing. Nothing will ever cure me.

I miss her. I miss my best friend. I miss being able to text Sophie whenever I was happy sad, hungry or lonely and she would find a way to make everything look 100 times better. She was like the brightest thing in the room. She made everything dim. My eyes followed her everywhere she went. She was such a huge influence on my life I don't know how I will live without her. She was my best friend. She was a bitch, leaving me like this. I know she had a few problems happening at home, but I never thought she would take it this far. To leave me, her dad, friends, family, colleagues.

remembering back to the night of her death she texted me and asked if I could come over. I said yes, but I knew that something was wrong, something wasn't right, I didn't have a good feeling about it.

Sophie : Hey baby girl, missing you heaps Love you xxx

Me : Hey Princess I. Are you okay? You sound upset, is everything okay? Uh Love you too. Xox

Sophie : Yeah of course I am okay. Is there a reason I shouldn't be?

Me : No no baby girl. Can I come over soon? Xox

Sophie : Of course, you don't even need to ask xxx

She only lived about 2 minutes away. When I got there she hugged me tight like it was the first time she has seen me in over two years but there was something a bit different about this hug, it was tight, sadder more emotional than our usual hugs. Right then and there I knew something was going on. Something bad, something big and scary.

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