A Death, A Regret and A Baby...

Chapter 4~ Schools Back

I couldn't believe my mother why...

Questions about questions and scenarios were going on in my head, something a little like this. Why is this man here?// Why are they both smiling at me like I just won a prize?// Why is this stranger in my house?// Who the heck is this man?//

 Oooh Maybe this is mums lover boy and then are getting married// Oooh think of the dress I could wear and how beautiful my mum would look in a white lace dress// Aspyn Shut Up!!! Ask him who he is and why he is here !!! Righhhttt.

"Uh Hi, who are you?, why are you here?, and could you both quit staring at me. please and Thank-You." I Growled pissed off.

"Aspyn, This is Nick. I know him from work. No he is not my lover boy so don't be getting any ideas and he is your new Physiatrist. Oh and don't be so rude toward the guest."   My Mum finished sound angry but relieved.

"Oh you know me too well. I Think, well I mean why do I need to go see more I have already seen 10 about the whole thing and I am done. I will not go. I will not talk and bring her up mum!! You know how much she meaned to me and every time I am forced to talk about it to some stranger I just end up worst and more depressed then every, SO NO MUM DONT MAKE ME GO I AM BEGGING YOU" I said Screaming and trembling. That was the first time I ever stood up to my mother. My dad past away when I was little and it was just me and mum for years.

"ASPYN JASMINE COLLINS!!!!! You will not speak to me like that ever again" My mother yelled frustrated at me waving her fists in the air.

"No its alright, I did intrude and it must be a big change. I will see her on Tuesday after school at 4 o'clock." This Nick person said in a tone so peaceful it made me want to vomit.

"WHATEVER!! I am out I have to go to school,. Bye mum love you, See Ya Nick" I sighed looking at mum. I gabbed the keys to my lambo.

It is a Matt back lambo, yes I am rich but no I don't live in a huge house but it is big. My house has 4 bedrooms, 5 bathrooms, 2 car spots and a huge back yard with both a spa, pool and still room for my Gymnastics, Cheerleading and Dance. Oh and a huge room full of gymnastics equipment, space to dance and cheer. Okay who am I kidding its huge, but its so empty I miss Sophie.

Ughhh First day back at school since her death I was so not ready I couldn't sleep last night because I just couldn't stop crying and thinking about how I would have to face this alone, how much I needed her right now and forever and how much I missed my best friend. I drove to school my whole body shaking as I got out of my car.  As I walked into school there was a huge crowd waiting for me, ready and waiting to ask me all about her death. As soon as people came up to me, asking me questions I just exploded I felt tears sliding down my cheeks, 'I CANT BELIEVE YOU ALL, MOST OF YOU GUYS AND GIRLS BULLIED HER AND NOW THAT SHE IS DEAD YOU ARE SORRY AND WANT TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AND GET ALL THE DETAILS??!! WELL YOU WONT GET IT, ANY OF IT NOW F**K OFF." I screamed and stormed off to the bathrooms. I was so not ready for today!!

RING !! RING !! RING !!

The bell went signalling me to class. I huffed and groaned as I stormed off to class. First period I had double English, which wasn't bad. In fact I loved English and I love my teacher Mrs. A. I usually would love English but it was the first day back and without having Sophie sit by me I felt empty and broken. Syd came up to me during class saying that we needed to talk.

Oh No!! Is all I could keep thinking. something bad is about to happen I could just feel it. No, no, no this cant happen. Senior prom was 2 weeks away. He couldn't dump me, He wouldn't dump me would he?? Syd told me he loved me yesterday. Syd kept giving me little side looks and funny little smiles. It made me laugh more then once and Mrs. A kept staring at me. Was he trying to get me in trouble??

OH MY GOD MAYBE SYD WILL ASK ME TO PROM!! HE HASNT ASKED ME BUT MAYBE HE IS GOING TO DO A HUGE ROMANTIC THING. UGHHHHH I COULD DIE.

The  final bell rung, meaning it was the end of period one. We now had 30 minutes rest / relax time. it was time to talk to Syd. I walked over to my locker and put my books away I then walked over to his locker and waited for him.  As I waited for Syd I saw a couple kissing, it looked like Taylor and some other guy. Taylor was the school slut she hated me because Syd choose me over her. She has held a grudge against ever since then. I looked closer and saw it was...

SYD BLOODY DREW WALKER also know as MY BOYFRIEND !!!!

" Syd what the hell !! is this why you wanted to talk to me ?? So you could break up with me?!?! I cant believe you Syd, You are a pig!! And with Taylor." I screamed, everyone passing by looked and some filmed.

"No Baby Wait !!! This isn't why I wanted to talk. Taylor forced her self on me I couldn't stop her. I love you I was going to ask you to prom." Syd replied sobbing.

"NO I WILL NOT WAIT YOU PIG. I AM SURE YOU COULD OF TAKEN YOUR SELF OFF TAYLOR AND YOU SEEMED TO BE ENJOYING HER LIPS ON YOURS. GOODBYE SYD WE ARE TOTALLY OVER !!!

I. NEVER. EVER. WANT. TO. SEE. YOU. AGAIN. GET. OUT. OF. MY. LIFE !!!" I screamed and stormed off.

Syd knows what I have gone through, with mum and Sophie and school now this. I couldn't believe him and his lying ways.

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