I spent the rest of the night crying and looking at pictures of us. I need to talk to him I can't just have him be mad at me. Why did this have to happen to me? What the hell did I ever do? I just want him back and I know what I did was wrong but it wasn't even my fault!!! I pounded my bed and continued crying. I don't know when but I just fell asleep through my tears.
Next morning
I woke up and my head hurt like a bitch. I got up slowly and my head started spinning. I shouldn't have cried that much.... I still got dressed though and put my usual light makeup on. I went downstairs and looked out the window and there stood a shirtless Kevin he looked at me then looked away and stormed off and I just sighed and sat down.
Dani Boy👌🏼- can I come over??? I'm bored as hell
Camilla- sure
Dani Boy👌🏼-are you okay?
Camilla- I'll tell you when you get here.
Dani Boy👌🏼- k I'm coming
I just sat there and I didn't even want to eat or anything. I just wanted Kevin to understand that I didn't cheat on him. I was still thinking when my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door "coming" I said and got up to open the door. "Hi Camilla!" Daniel said "hi Daniel" I said and hugged him "okay what's wrong you literally never seem sad to see me" he said "I'm not sad to see you" I said and he lifted my head up "then what's wrong?" He asked nicely "well yesterday Kevin and I went to a party and there was a lot of drunk people. When Kevin went to the bathroom this dumb bitch that I used to call my best friend started touching me and shit so I tried to go find Kevin but he pulled me by the waist and started kissing me and when I tried to push him off, he just held me even tighter and I guess Kevin saw and thought that I was cheating on him but I wasn't. I really wasn't. And I really miss him" I said through sobs. "Should I try talking to him?" Daniel said "I don't know..." I said as my voice trailed off "I wish Maggie was here" I said and wiped my face with my sleeve. "Me too" Daniel said "I can't help but feel like something is wrong" I said "I know I feel really weird inside." He said and I had an idea "oh Daniel can you help me sneak in?" I asked "are you insane? If her parents catch you, you'll get killed" he said "no they won't because I won't get caught" I said and winked "then can I come with you?" He asked "oh hell naw boi" I said and he agreed. We ran to her house and I called her and she said she was in her room "okay I'll come in through the window" I said and climbed in "oh my god I'm so happy to see you how are you??" I asked while whispering "I'm fine but why are you here? If my parents catch you we're both dead." She said as we heard her mom come up the stairs angrily. I ran and hid in the closet as the door swung open and her mom came in "didn't I tell you to wash the dishes you stupid slut!" She yelled "mom I'm so sorry" Maggie said in fear "THERE ARE NO APOLOGIES" her mom yelled once more and started beating her with a belt. She hit her one last time and stormed out of the room the same way she came in. I ran out of the closet to see a collapsed and weak Maggie "mag we need to call the police" I said "are you nuts who would I live with they're just going through hard times." She said in tears "Maggie look at you you look so beat up, if they're going through hard times it doesn't mean they have to drag you through them" I said as I felt my voice get weak when I saw cuts on her hands "Maggie what is this?" I pointed out as she hid her hands "they're scars" she said "oh my god" I said and I was truly speechless. "You should go Camilla" she said and I didn't want to leave her but I listened to her and climbed back out of the window and heard her sobbing. I started crying myself and Daniel ran up to me. "Is she okay?" He asked and I shook my head no "let's go, if her parents catch us here we're dead." I said and we went back to my house. "She's having suicidal thoughts" I said and Daniels eyes widened "no no no no no no no" he quickly said and I started crying again "her arms were covered in scars." I said and we called her but she didnt pick up.
*one week later* I decided to 'visit' Maggie again because I've been calling her since yesterday and she hasn't picked up. My heart hurts so bad because if I was still with Kevin, I would've gone to him for help but I don't have him anymore. The digaz don't know about us but I feel like I should tell them later. I went and threw pebbles on Maggie's window but she didn't come to the window so I climbed up and looked through the window and I saw Maggie. A lifeless Maggie. Sitting in the corner, surrounded by blood. A million thoughts rushed through my head when I ran to the Front door and knocked extremely loud and Alex came and opened it "MAGGIE!" I yelled and ran to her room "what's wrong?" He asked "your sister" I yelled and swung the door open and fell to my knees. "Maggie please don't go" I said as I heard Alex gasp in shock "DONT JUST STAND THERE CALL THE AMBULANCE" I yelled causing him to jump and dial 9-1-1 really quickly. "Help" he said and I didn't hear the rest of the conversation because I was just crying and having flashbacks of all the good times we had together. I Just can't lose her now.
