I sat in the hospital room with my head in my hands and heard the door open but i didn't look up "oh my god" I heard Daniels shaky voice "how did this happen?" I heard lexis voice and it sounded like she was crying. Someone sat next to me and I finally looked up to see kevin sitting with tears in his eyes "I'm sorry for your loss" Kevin said and I just pulled him in a hug and started sobbing and I heard him sniffle. "She killed herself. I didn't even get to say goodbye." I got up and saw Daniel crying. The doctors say there's hope but I know that she's gone. I just sat down and stopped crying because I was thinking. Why? What did she ever do to her dumb ass parents that they had to fucking kill her? I just can't believe that she's not here anymore. I can't text her, I can't laugh with her, I can't cry with her, and I can't have her back. Because she's gone. Gone. Kevin held my hand. "I missed you" he said and I stared at him "I'm sorry Kev I really didn't mean it" I said and he nodded. I looked over to Daniel and saw that he had a clenched fist over his mouth and tears were silently streaming down his red puffy eyes. I got up and hugged him. "I'm so sorry" I whispered into his chest and his arms were wrapped around my shoulders. "I needed this hug" Daniel said in a weak voice "I know you loved her" I said "yeah I did" he said and laid his head on my shoulder. I let go when the nurse came in with a sad face. "I'm sorry but there is nothing we can do" she said and I heard Lexi gasp. Her and Shari were crying and I just stood there and I just couldn't cry anymore. I just stared at her lifeless body and I can't help but feel that I let her down. Devin went close to her and knelt down next to her and stroked her hair "I'm so sorry we let you down mag" he said and stood back up and I started sobbing. My mom came with Mariah and they were both crying. I just sat and put my head on Kevin. She was so young. Kevin played with my hair and sniffled a few times. We went home and my mom planned her funeral and her own parents weren't invited because they're the reason she died. I got home and everyone went to their homes except Kevin. He stayed with me. I missed him a lot. He meant the world to me and I can't believe I almost lost him but a part of me has left with Maggie. I just want to forget about her but she was my entire universe and she had been ever since we met in seventh grade.
*flashback*
I walked into my new school and felt the excitement in the air. I didn't want to move because I didn't want to leave everything behind especially my dad, (her parents are divorced) but as soon as I got there and managed to barely find my first period class and sat next to a girl with long brown hair and long eyelashes. She was wearing a blue sweater and had black nail polish on. She was pretty. "Hi! Are you new here?" She asked "yeah, I'm Camilla" I said and she said "I'm Maggie, nice to meet you. What's your second period?" She said and I gave her my schedule. We had every class together and I knew that we were gonna become best friends.
