We walked into the park that had Christmas decorations everywhere and it was beautiful. I was looking around and Daniel was walking around and looking at his shoes. "Daniel we all miss her but we have to move on. I know that sounds impossible but we can't just wait and hope something happens that she comes back to life. It wasn't your fault either was it ours, we have to move on" I said and Daniel listened and then lifted his head and looked strait with his eyebrows furrowed. "I know" he said then bit his lip. "I just wish I could've at least said goodbye" he said and we were all silent.
*after 20 minutes*
We walked into dunkin and got purr donuts and coffee. We sat on one of the tables and I tried my best to make everyone happy even though I'm sad too. I told a few jokes and everyone seemed to be happy. We called Shari to come too. As soon as she walked in Daniel yelled "ew it's Shari" and everyone laughed "hello lovely children... except Daniel, you're still ugly" she said and we all started cracking up. It went well. We were all getting back on track and it's still not the same without my best friend here but what can I do?
*December 15*
The boys decided on making a Christmas cover. They wanted to do Chris Brown's 'This Christmas'. Lexi and I walked into the studio to see the boys in the recording booth. I heard what they were singing and they sounded absolutely amazing. Kevin started singing and his vocals made me wanna cry. After about two minutes, the boys came out and I hugged all three of them. "Aye look at Camilla cheesin" Devin said while laughing. "Whatchu so happy bout babe?" Kevin said "you guys sounded so..... bomb!" I said and everyone laughed "thanks babe but we gotta go and start filming the music video" he said and signaled us to get out "thanks again Greg" Daniel said to the guy at the recording studio. "Anytime boys!" He said and we left. Lexi and I were going to record the video so we went to the mall first and we took a few videos in the Macy's store because we found a huge teddy bear. Kevin wanted to buy it for me but I didnt let him. What? I felt bad. We then went to the streets where the trees were all decorated and took a few clips there. The whole thing was fun to film and it didn't take too long. We went back to dev's house and started converting the videos into the computer. We then decided to sleep over but I didn't have my stuff so Kevin, Daniel, and I went to get our stuff and come back. We went back and told Daniel to call Mariah and jaiden and for Kev to call Shari because we wanted everyone to be there. It would be fun. I went into my house "mom I'm home" I said and noticed she wasn't home. I called her and she said she was at work and that I can go to the sleepover. "Okay honey I can't talk right now but have fun" she said "okay I love you" I said "love you too" she said and hung up. I ran upstairs and grabbed my stuff. I crossed the street and knocked on Kevin's door. He opened it and let me in "I'm just waiting for Shar she's almost done" he said and she walked down the stairs "hi Camilla" she said and hugged me "hey Shar" I said and we walked out together and Shari grabbed her keys and we went into the car. We went to Daniels house and picked him, Mariah, and jaiden up. We were all squished in the back except Mariah and Shari "hi guys" Mariah said and we all waved. We arrived at Devin's house and we were all watching some movies.
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