Eyes on Him (BTS J.J.K) [COMPLETED]

Chapter Four

For sure my face was really ugly because he cupped my face like i was a little kid. I stared at him for a moment and he sighed.

"Sorry" he muttered. "So what do u want? im not used to say formal words so just bear with it. Im trying to have some respect... for the first time towards a senior" He said in a low tone for the last words.

"Ha?" I asked.

"Nothing. I'll ask u once again, what do u want?" He looked at me while crossed his arms.

"Just want to tell you im not your fangirl" I sighed.

"Then? What are u?"

I stayed silent. I didn't thought about the answer, i just think that i need to tell him im not a person like a crazy fangirl.

"Silence is only i heard" He mocked. "Just dont stalk on me anymore. It's uncomfortable for me" He hissed then walked away.

Why does it feels like a heartbroken when he said that? Is it because i dont like someone rejects me? Or because of the past?

Two days passed, i didn't get any informations about him because i was sure i wont get any since he's aware of me now which put me in trouble.

Mr Jeon asked me to meet him after school where his bodyguard fetched me.

"Im sorry" I bowed, shivering.

"It's just a simple request, watch him and get-informations-about-him. that's all" he sighed.

"I-i, will do it better. I promise, i wont disappoints you" i stood normally and wore a puppy eyes, in hope that he will accept my apology.

"Keep in mind, you only have another one chance to make it up or you dad's company will vanish like ashes"

I excused myself and went home. I told dad that i went to the fast food restaurant to hang with friends for a while.

I got home and changed my clothes to go to my the cafe for my part time job.
The next day, i woke up late but i still made it right on time. Teachers asked what's gotten into me because i never be this late and troubled but i just shook my head and said it's nothing.

I need to watch him or im dead.

He's not there, i can't find him. I went around the school, still can't find him.

I wanted to go to the cafeteria as my last option and i need to pass the garden before reach the cafeteria. When I was on my way, i saw someome was feeding on the school pets.

I twitched my eyes to get a better vision and it's him, which make me smiled widely.

I walked closer and saw him kneeled down, feeding on the rabbits. They were surrounding him. I quickly hid by the bushes and peeked him.

He laughed of how cute they're but then the smile changed to a sad face as a single of tear dropped on his cheek.

"I wonder, when will dad loves me. I wonder when will people around me loves me sincerely"

His words make me feel heavy. He looks sad, i've never seen him this way, maybe it's because i just know him. But that tear, i dont think he's acting.

A butterfly showed up in front of me, which i just realised next to me was a flower bushes. I tried to chase it away kindly but it kept on flying near me.

I stood up, as my eyes met Jungkook's because he gestured to leave the place.

"Did u just spying on me??" He was terrified of how creepy i was.

"I didn't" I brushed the dirt from my back and rolled my eyes.

"You sure likes me" he laughed.

"Wow, your confidence level is so high. Stop it, dont embarass yourself because i dont" I rolled my eyes and walked away from there.

My heart beated fast, i kept on be thankful that he didn't ask me questions which i was sure that i wont be able to answer them.

I was eating lunch with Hoseok, he realised how moody i was because at that time i was thinking of what should i do to make him see me as a stranger again and not a creepy fangirl.

"Did i do something wrong? If there's, im sorry" He said with a worry face.

"What? No" I shook my head. "Im just stressing out about my homeworks" i chuckled.

"About your homeworks? This is my first time hearing this after you got the title of head student" He laughed.

God, he is so cute.

"Well, sometimes i struggle too" I smiled to the side.

"I will help you" He grinned, giving me the sincere smile.

For the whole day, i didn't go and see Jungkook. It's like i dont think that i will get to have the informations about him since he's aware of me now.

Hoseok and I went to the school library to do homeworks which actually i dont have any trouble on solving it. I lied to him, there's no way i will tell him the truth.

"are u sure u can't do this one?" Hoseok looked at me weirdly.

"If u dont want to teach me, then it's okay" I scoffed and gestured to get up but he put his left arm around my waist and pulled me to sit down again.
I gasped in silence with wide eyes but acted like nothing to him. "It tickles you know. You can just tell me to stay" I groaned.

"I love to do it like that" He laughed.

Did he just say that--

"I wonder what will Sei reacts to it. I hope she doesn't reacts the same way like you, too serious" He laughed again.

"Well, im unique. I know that" I shrugged with a proud smile, of course it's fake but i need to support his decision too.

Right, Sei.

He likes that girl, 17 years old, younger than us.

Hoseok was teaching me, but i was staring at his face for the whole time. Admiring how good he looks, how perfect his skin is, how nice it is if he is mine.

Out of sudden, a book met my face as it slammed right on the face and be pulled to the back.

I winced in pain and turned to the back, where the culprit was after walked passed our table.

"Sorry, this book is a bit naughty" He smiled with his michiveous smile and walked away.

"Jungkook" I gritted my teeth.

"Hey you okay??" Hoseok asked while checking my face. "Ow, your nose is red" He said.

"Wait here, i want to get some revision books" I faked a smile and walked to the book section where I saw Jungkook went to.

"Yah Jeon Jungkook!" I shouted with a low voice, only he can hear me. He looked to his right where i was walking toward him like a monster.

He chuckled a bit and put back the book his just took from the shelf.

"Why did u do that" My eyebrows frowned and looked at him with death stare.

"I dont like that" he shook his head.

"Ha? Im the one who should say that. I dont like what u just did to me" I formed my hand into a fist. It's damn hurt!

"I dont like the way you stare at him"

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Author's note.

Im going to finish this book instantly before the school holiday ends. School... ugh.