The Adventure Of G+J

What Just Happened....

                         Of course I can't write about everything that went on in our relationship, the story would be too long and chapters would go on forever. It's been 5 months into our relationship and were closer then ever. We were hanging out in a hallway at lunch like we have been for a long time and you wanted to start "experimenting". I was terrified, I didn't speak that much at lunch. You did something to me without permission and I kept moving away. I wasn't something major but a lot of old memories were popping up and then when I had went to my next class that I had after lunch later on that week. My friend who sat next to me had sad " I heard Justin brought things to the next level " the conversation ended up a paper because I didn't want anyone to hear and it turned out you were telling people what you did. I got so mad because I never gave you permission you had just thought you did have permission. I didn't want to talk to you in person because I'd probably end up saying something mean that I don't mean. So I instead decided to write what I needed to say on a note. I handed it to you and walked off angrily and when I was in my 4th period class my friend had returned my phone from you and she had said you were really angry. You would write notes in the notes section on my phone. Everything you wrote was true. Saying that what I had wrote was so mean and that I couldn't have just talked to you about in person. I've had the problem of not being able to communicate with people. I wanted to talk to you but I was scared, two classes past and it was now sixth period. Since we have the same class, I planned on talking to you after class but you left so quick and my friend Peter asked if things were okay. My eyes were watery and I didn't know how to fix things. I just shook my head no and left. Peter had a worried look in his eyes, I walked off quickly and since the doors would get crowded with all the teens eagerly wanting to leave school and get home. Peter had caught up to me and was now right behind me. He saw my eyes were watery and a few tears were streaming down. He told me to stop and held me to his chest while I ended up crying. I had screwed things up so bad because in the notes it sounded like you wanted to break up or were breaking up with me. I finally calmed down a tiny bit and moved away while looking down. Peter said "what's wrong, you know i'm here for you." I didn't say much and wiped my tears away. "I stay after school, if you want to talk I can stay with you for a bit" he said. I told him I had to go, my Tata was waiting for me in the parking lot an that i'd text him later. You didn't text me when I got home. So I texted you. We immediately started fighting and I was texting Peter also, explaining what had happened. Peter was so mad at you and it turns out you weren't breaking up with me but we were arguing so bad that I ended up breaking up with you...

I was basically sobbing by now. Peter had stayed up with me pretty late. He cheered me up and wanting to try and get my mind off what had just happened. Him and I continued talking thought out the week and weekend. He was helping me get through the break up and when me and my big brother were going to the grocery store, you texted me. You tried getting back with me and was really sorry for doing what you did. It took a long time but I wanted to get back together too, so we did and I apologized for everything I had did also. I told peter what happened and he was happy for me but wanted to confess something. He had wrote a whole paragraph saying how he felt about me. He told me he still liked me and that he sometimes wishes things were different, that him and I could be together. He'd ended up looking at me in 6th period but then would remember that I was with Justin. He wrote a lot and I cant remember what I had said but I know it was something with me saying that I was with Justin and didn't want to be with Peter. Saying that I did like him once but that was over. Sadly things haven't been the same since the day Justin did what he did. We reached month 6 and things were alright but you had told me the news that we wouldn't be attending the same school next year. His bus to take him to school was cut off and his grades weren't well. He was going to have to attend a different school. A few weeks before school was over and summer started, I made you a 6 month together video of all our good memories. None of us said it at the moment but we were both terrified of being separated. We later told each other that we were scared of the other finding someone new, someone better. We kept reassuring each other for weeks that we wouldn't find someone new. It would help but after a while the thoughts would come back and you'd reassure me again. What was the new school year going to hold for us. We'd soon find out in a few months...So the school year came to an end and the last day of school was here. We took a picture with Anthony and I hugged you goodbye. I didn't want to let go but I did. If I stayed longer I'd probably end up crying because I was so scared of what would happen. I made it to my ride and since the front seats were taken I sat in the back and I immediately broke down when I got in the car. My mom was saying its going to be okay, that i'd get to see him over the summer and that things were going to be alright. My bro's girlfriend was saying that I was going to make her cry. I let out a little chuckle and said what I was feeling. I was scared and I had never felt like this towards someone else.